John Ronge; The Holy Coat of Treves; New German-Catholic Church — John Shaqi
John Ronge; The Holy Coat of Treves; New German-Catholic ChurchAnonymous
Religion
John Ronge; The Holy Coat of Treves; New German-Catholic Church
Anonymous
Dom (Trier, Germany); German Catholicism; Holy Coat
Then the time was skilfully divided between attendance at ceremonies,
and the repetition of lip-prayers, for from five to six hours daily
(including the breviary prayers.*) Five hours of prayer daily, and such
prayer! for young men of twenty-four years, designed to be the salt of
the earth! Rome uses devotion as a means of enslaving men. I tried by
every means to escape from the debasing feeling, from the reproach of
conscience _that I had done nothing._** After the breviary prayers were
concluded, there were only about three hours left daily for private
study; and the spiritual work was to be performed in the midst of twenty
youths who had no farther examination for office to undergo, and
who besides were otherwise _finished!_ It was with horror that I
contemplated the possibility that my moral strength might be weakened by
the influence of idleness and dissimulation. My case was therefore often
desperate, and many a time in fever heat have I outwatched the night,
and prayed in spirit "If it be possible, let the bitter cup pass from
me." I was forced to drink it; but a gleam of prophetic brightness
lighted me through the night, and showed me in my dreams the day of my
emancipation. Miserably diseased in mind and disposition, I left the
seminary in 1840.
* The time was divided in the following manner:--Morning,--
From 5 1/2 to 6, matins; from 6 to 7, breviary; 7 to 7 1/2,
mass; from 7 1/2 to 8, breakfast; from 8 to 10, lectures;
from 10 to 10 3/4, free; from 10 3/4 to 11 1/2, study;
from 11 1/2 to 12, breviary. Afternoon,--Before and after
dinner, prayers in the chapel--altogether about 3/4 of an
hour; then 1/4 or 1/2 an hour breviary; from 2 to 4,
lectures; from 4 to 4 3/4, free; from 4 3/4 to 7, study.
After supper, about 1/2 an hour of prayer in the chapel and
an hour breviary. The prayers are Latin, and always the same;
a larger number on Sundays and feast days. It is the duty
of every ecclesiastic to pray through the breviary once each
day; the vicars go through these prayers for the canons as
a sort of feudal service. The pupils are allowed, twice a
week, to cross the threshold of the institution for a few
hours only. No speaking is allowed during meals. The
treatment is degrading. Two rooms for study are allotted to
each twenty individuals. The sleeping places, without
stoves, are arranged for three, six, eight, and fifteen.
The largest was called _The Menagerie_.
** One of the Prebendaries themselves, at the time of our
departure, called the Seminary "a little hell."
THE WARNING.
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