England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
"But I did not tell all my dream," he resumed; "not quite all. As I
passed over into heaven, I thought I looked down here again. I could
see the places in the world; I could see this same Oxford city. I
saw the men here in it, sir, at their cards and their dice and their
drink; at all their thoughtless folly. Spending their days and nights
without a care for the end, without as much as thinking whether they
need a Saviour or not. And oh, their condition troubled me! I seemed
to understand all things plainly then, sir. And I thought if they
would but once lift up their hearts to Him, even in the midst of their
sin, He would take care of them even then, and save them from it in
the end--for He was tempted Himself once, and knows how sore their
temptations are. In my distress, I tried to call out and tell them
this, and it awoke me."
"Do you think he ought to talk, sir?" whispered Nanny. But nothing more
could harm him now.
My time was up, and I ought to be going. Poor Charley spoke so
imploringly--almost as though the thought of it startled him.
"Not yet, sir; not yet! Stay a bit longer with me. It is for the last
time."
And I stayed: in spite of my word passed to Dr. Applerigg. It seems to
me a solemn thing to cross the wishes of the dying.
So the clock went ticking on. Mrs. Cann stole in and out, and a lodger
from below came in and looked at him. Before twelve all was over.
I went hastening home, not much caring whether the proctor met me again,
or whether he didn't, for in any case I must go to Dr. Applerigg in the
morning, and tell him I had broken my promise to him, and why. Close at
the gates some one overtook and passed me.
It was Tod. Tod with a white face, and his hair damp with running. He
had come from Sophie Chalk's.
"What is it, Tod?"
I laid my hand upon his arm in speaking. He threw it off with a word
that was very like an imprecation.
"What _is_ the matter?"
"The devil's the matter. Mind your own business, Johnny."
"Have you been quarrelling with Everty?"
"Everty be hanged! The man has betaken himself off."
"How much have you lost to-night?"
"Cleaned-out, lad. That's all."
We got to our room in silence. Tod turned over some cards that lay on
the table, and trimmed the candle from a thief.
"Tasson's dead, Tod."
"A good thing if some of us were dead," was the answer. And he turned
into his chamber and bolted the door.
III.
Lunch-time at Oxford, and a sunny day. Instead of college and our usual
fare, bread-and-cheese from the buttery, we were looking on the High
Street from Mrs. Everty's rooms, and about to sit down to a snow-white
damasked table with no end of good things upon it. Madam Sophie had
invited four or five of us to lunch with her.
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