England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
The week's rest in the country had set Mr. Marks up for some months.
Until the next autumn he worked on better than he had been able to do
for some time past. And then he failed again. There was no particular
failing outwardly, but he felt all too conscious that his overtaxed
brain was getting worse than it had ever been. He struggled on;
making no sign. That he should have to resign part of his work was an
inevitable fact: he must give up the evening book-keeping to enable him
to keep his more important place. "Once let me get Christmas work over,"
thought he, "and as soon as possible in the New Year, I will resign."
He got the Christmas work over. Very heavy it was, at both places, and
nearly did for him. It is the last straw, you know, that breaks the
camel's back: and that work broke James Marks. Towards the end of
January he was laid up in bed with a violent cold that settled on his
chest. Brown and Co. had to do without him for eleven days: a calamity
that--so far as Marks was concerned--had never happened in Brown and
Co.'s experience. Then he went back to the city again, feeling shaken;
but the evening labour was perforce given up.
No one knew how ill he was: or, to speak more correctly, how unfit for
work, how more incapable of it he was growing day by day. His wife
suspected a little. She knew of his sleepless nights, the result of
overtaxed nerves and brain, when he would toss and turn and get up and
walk the room; and dress himself in the morning without having slept.
"There are times," he said to her in a sort of horror, "when I cannot
at all collect my thoughts. I am as long again at my work as I used to
be, and have to go over it again and again. There have been one or two
mistakes, and old Brown asks what is coming to me. I can't help it.
The figures whirl before me, and I lose my power of mind."
"If you could only sleep well!" said Mrs. Marks.
"Ay, if I could. The brain is as much at work by night as by day. There
are the figures mentally before me, and there am I, adding them up."
"You should see a clever physician, James. Spare the guinea, and go. It
may be more than the guinea saved."
Mr. Marks took the advice. He went to a clever doctor; explained his
position, the kind of work he had to do, and described his symptoms.
"Can I be cured?" he asked.
"Oh yes, I think so," said the doctor, cheerfully, without telling him
that he had gone on so far as to make it rather doubtful. "The necessary
treatment is very simple. Take change of scene and perfect rest."
"For how long?"
"Twelve months, at least."
"Twelve months!" repeated Marks, in a queer tone.
"At least. It is a case of absolute necessity. I will write you a
prescription for a tonic. You must live _well_. You have not lived well
enough for the work you have to do."
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