England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
As James Marks went out into the street he could have laughed a laugh
of bitter mockery. Twelve months' rest for _him_? The doctor had told
him one thing--that had he taken rest in time, a very, very much
shorter period would have sufficed. "I wonder how many poor men there
are like myself in London at this moment," he thought, "who want this
rest and cannot take it, and who ought to live better and cannot
afford to do it!"
It was altogether so very hopeless that he did nothing, except take the
tonic, and he continued to go to the City as usual. Some two or three
weeks had elapsed since then: he of course growing worse, though there
was nothing to show it outwardly: and this was the end of February, and
Mrs. Marks sat thinking of it all over the fire; thinking of what she
knew, and guessing at what she did not know, and her children were
building houses at the table.
The servant came in with the tea-things, and took the little girl. Only
one servant could be kept--and hardly that. Mrs. Marks had made her own
tea and was pouring out the children's milk-and-water, when they heard a
cab drive up and stop at the door. A minute after Mr. Marks entered,
leaning on the arm of one of his fellow-clerks.
"Here, Mrs. Marks, I have brought you an invalid," said the latter
gaily, making light of it for her sake. "He seems better now. I don't
think there's much the matter with him."
Had it come? Had what she had been dreading come--that he was going to
have an illness, she wondered. But she was a trump of a wife, and showed
herself calm and comforting.
"You shall both of you have some tea at once," she said, cheerfully.
"Willy, run and get more tea-cups."
It appeared that Mr. Marks had been, as the clerk expressed it, very
queer that day; more so than usual. He could not do his work at all;
had to get assistance continually from one or the other, and ended by
falling off his stool to the floor, in what he called, afterwards, a
"sensation of giddiness." He seemed fit for nothing, and Mr. Brown said
he had better be taken home.
That day ended James Marks's work. He had broken down. At night he told
his wife what the physician had said; which he had not done before. She
could scarcely conceal her dismay.
A twelvemonth's rest for him! What would become of them? Failing his
salary, they would have no means whatever of living.
"Oh, if my father had only acted by us as he ought!" she mentally cried.
"James could have taken rest in time then, and all would have been well.
Will he help us now it has come to this? Will _she_ let him?--for it is
she who holds him in subjection and steels his heart against us."
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