It took Ray half an hour to cover the short distance between the Angel
and the Silver Shoe, with a bottle of brandy swinging carelessly in the
millet-bag. Cassidy himself, all smiles, had carefully wrapped it in
paper. Ray had promised to hurry home with the medicine for his
mother, but, as usual, the shop windows were irresistible. Some of his
early trips to the "Angel" had taken half a day.
Meanwhile Ada lay on the bed in an agony of attention, atrociously
alert to every sound, hearing with every nerve in her body. Her nerves
had collapsed under the repeated debauches, and the scream of an engine
shunting in the railway yards went through her like a knife. The
confused rumble of carts in Regent Street, the familiar sounds from the
shop below, the slamming of a door, a voice raised in inquiry, the
monotonous, kindly echoes of life, struck on the raw edges of her
nerves, exasperating her to madness.
And through it all her ears sought for two sounds with agonizing
acuteness--the firm, rapid step of Jonah mounting the stairs winding
from the shop, or the nonchalant, laggard footfall of Ray ascending
from the stairs at the rear. Would Cassidy send the bottle and trust
her for the other eighteen pence? Would Jonah hurry back to meet Miss
Grimes? Presently her ear distinguished the light, uncertain step of
Ray. Every nerve in her body leapt for joy when she saw the bottle.
She looked at the clock, it was nearly four. She had at least an hour
clear, for Jonah would be in no hurry now that he had missed the
music-lesson. She snatched the bag from the astonished child.
"Go an' see if yer father's in the shop. If 'e ain't there, yer can go
an' play in the lane till 'e comes back," she cried.
Her hands shook as she held the bottle, but with a supreme effort she
controlled her muscles and drew the cork without a sound, an
accomplishment that she had learned in the back parlour of the Angel.
She poured out half a glass, and swallowed it neat. The fiery liquid
burnt her throat and brought the tears to her eyes, but she endured it
willingly for the sake of the blessed relief that always followed. A
minute later she repeated the dose and lay down on the bed. In ten
minutes the seductive liquid had calmed her nerves like oil on troubled
waters. She listened to the familiar sounds of the shop and the street
with a delicious languor and sense of comfort in her body. In an hour
she had reached the maudlin stage, and the bottle was half empty.
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