She felt at peace with the world, and began to think kindly of Jonah.
Hazily she remembered her bitter speech to Miss Grimes, and wondered at
her violence. There was nothing the matter with him. He had been a
good husband to her, working day and night to get on in the world. She
felt a sudden desire to be friendly with him. Maudlin tears of
self-reproach filled her eyes as she thought how she had stood in his
way instead of helping him. She would mend her ways, give up the drink
which was killing her, and take her proper position, with a fine house
and servants. With a fatuous obstinacy in her sodden brain, she
decided not to lose a minute, but to go and surprise Jonah with her
noble resolutions.
She got to her feet, and saw the brandy bottle. Ah! Jonah must not
know that she had been drinking, and with the last conscious act of her
clouded brain she staggered into the sitting-room and hid the bottle
under the cushions of the sofa. Then, conscious of nothing but her
resolve, she lurched to the top of the stairs. It was nearly dark, and
she felt for the railing, but the weight of her body sent an atrocious
pain through her leg, and to ease it she took a step forward to put her
weight on the other. And then, without fear, and without the desire or
the power to save herself, she stepped into space and fell headlong
down the winding staircase that she had always dreaded, rolling and
bumping with a horrible noise on the wooden steps down to the shop,
where the electric lights had just been switched on. She rolled
sideways, and lay, with a curious slackness in her limbs, in front of
the cashier's desk. One of the shopmen, startled by the noise, turned,
and then, with a look of horror on his face, ran to the door. He
bumped into Jonah, who was coming from the ladies' department.
"Wot the devil's this?" cried Jonah.
The man turned and pointed to the huddled heap at the foot of the
stairs.
"It's yer missis. She fell from the top. 'Er face is looking the
wrong way."
Jonah ran forward and shouted for a doctor. Then he knelt down and
tried to lift Ada into a sitting posture, but her head sagged on one
side. And Jonah realized suddenly, with a curious feeling of
detachment, that he was free. When the doctor arrived, he told them
that death had been instantaneous, as she had broken her neck in the
fall.
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