His amazement increased. What had possessed him to take the brat in
his arms and nurse it? His lips contracted in a cynical grin as he
remembered the figure he cut when Chook appeared. He decided to look
on the affair as a joke. But again his thoughts returned to the child,
and he was surprised with a vibration of tenderness sweet as honey in
his veins. A strange yearning came over him like a physical weakness
for the touch of his son's body.
His eye caught his shadow on the wall, grotesque and forbidding; the
large head, bunched beneath the square shoulders, thrust outwards in a
hideous lump. Monster and outcast was he? Well, he would show them
that only an accident separated the hunchback from his fellows. He
thought with a fierce joy of his son's straight back and shapely limbs.
This was his child, that he could claim and exhibit to the world. Then
his delight changed to a vague terror--the fear of an animal that
dreads a trap, and finds itself caught. He blew out the candle and
fell asleep, to dream of enemies that fled and mocked at him,
embarrassed with an infant that hung like a millstone round his neck.
Within a month the affair of the bricklayer had blown over. The police
made inquiries, and arrested some of the Ivy Street Push, but released
them for want of evidence. In the hospital the bricklayer professed a
complete ignorance of his assailants and their motive. It was
understood that he was too drunk to recognize anyone.
But it was his knowledge of Push methods that sealed his tongue. No
one would risk his skin by giving evidence. If the police had brought
the offenders to book, the magistrates, who seemed to regard these
outrages as the playful excesses of wanton blood, would have let them
off with a light punishment, and the streets would never have been safe
for him again. So he held his tongue, thankful to have escaped so
easily.
But burnt on his brain was the vision of a misshapen devil who struck
at him, with snarling lips, and a desperate flight through avenues of
silent, impassive streets that heard with indifference his cry for
help. In six weeks he was back at work, with no mark of his
misadventure but a broken nose, caused by a clumsy boot.
So the Push took to the streets again, and Jonah resumed his visits to
Cardigan Street on Saturday nights. He had concealed his adventure
with the baby from Ada and her mother, feeling ashamed, as if he had
discovered an unmanly taste for mud pies and dolls. But the imperious
instinct was aroused, and he gratified it in secret, caressing the
child by stealth as a miser runs to his hoard. In the women's presence
he ignored its existence, but he soon discovered that Ada shared none
of his novel sensations. And he grew indignant at her indifference,
feeling that his child was neglected.
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