She looked at the garden from which an overpowering fragrance arose,
at the flowers languidly lifting their bright-colored faces to the
sun, drinking in the warmth and the light. “I have a little dove,”
she said, “made all of silver. It is a copy of the doves of Eryx, and
it is sacred to Astarte. My uncle brought it to me from Tyre. It is
pretty, because it is of silver, with eyes of rubies. I put it on the
window-sill of my room. It brought the birds; they came and sang on my
window-sill.
“My little dove sees me kiss myself in my mirror.
“Is it wrong, Jonah?”
When Jonah did not reply, she said, “Tell me what it is like in the
desert. Just imagine, to live all alone in a little hut or a cave, how
exciting that is.”
Jonah began to tell her of his life in the desert. Seated in the shade
on the moss, while the bees hummed outside in the sun, he described the
way in which the prophets came together for study and meditation. “I
have a little cell,” he said, “in Golan, near a tiny stream which rises
in the hills. It is clear and cold, and many prophets live beside its
banks among the rushes. In the morning, after we have prayed, we gather
in the shade to listen to some learned man, or eminent saint. Our
midday meal is simple, a few dates, some maize, a little oil or wine,
perhaps a fish from the deep waters of Cinnereth across the hills.
And in the afternoon we meditate upon the Law, and the history of our
people.
“Evening comes suddenly in the wilderness. The shadows lengthen, and
night approaches across the desert. The wind of night blows upon the
east, which turns dark and blue with cold. In the west the sun goes
down into the sea; the sky turns yellow, then green, and shines like
a lamp. The stars appear, the dews descend, and the wings of angels
begin to sweep through the skies. It is cold, and the desert is silent,
save for the prayers of the hermits, which rise in a soft sigh from the
earth. As it grows darker the voices of animals begin to mingle with
our psalms, and we hear, far off, the roaring of lions on their way to
drink. Then our fires are lighted, to guide the Hosts of Heaven to our
homes.
“The animals are our friends. The little divinities of the rocks and
streams know and reverence us. They bring us food, and they tell us of
the approach of demons in the form of ostriches and jackals. Against
such beings as these our holiness is sufficient protection while we are
on God’s land.
“Well, that is all, really. It is a simple life, but it has its beauty.
In the quiet of the desert our hearts expand like flowers in warm
weather, and in our minds blossom lovely and tranquil thoughts.”
Moved by a sweet emotion, Judith replied, “How delightful it must be to
live in the desert.”
She continued in a low tone, “When you speak of God, I seem to feel Him
in my heart. It is such a strange feeling, so peaceful and yet a little
painful.”
And she looked at him with surprised and shining eyes.
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