From the garden arose the sound of voices; shadows moved among the
trees. Aaron went by with a village girl, his hands stuffed with
cakes. He offered them to her to nibble at, and kissed her mouth
full of crumbs. She accepted his caresses with pleasure, but without
passion. “What a thing you are,” she cried. “There’s your brother; he
behaves himself, at least.”
“He is a noodle,” said Aaron; “most of him is still in the desert. Who
is that with him? My goodness....”
They ran away, linked in laughter. Jonah looked after them, but he did
not see them. The desert was in his heart, wide, starry, still; all the
beauty in the world trembled at the moment’s edge. If it made itself
known ... would the heart break with it?
“This is too beautiful,” he wanted to cry; “wait, you are hurting me.”
In another part of the garden Deborah said to Sarah, Judith’s nurse,
“How charming your Judith is. She is not spoilt like so many of the
young girls to-day. And when you consider her wealth, that makes it all
the more remarkable.”
“Yes,” said Sarah with satisfaction, “she knows nothing of life. She is
a pure lily.”
She added, “I have brought her up myself.”
Deborah nodded her head. “Children cannot be brought up too strictly,”
she said. “That is what is responsible for the success of my son Jonah.”
And she moved away, smiling at her guests. Sarah gazed after her with
pursed lips. “Indeed,” she said to herself. “Well, that is one thing to
call it, of course.”
Jonah was not thinking about being a prophet. His heart beat heavily;
he felt as though he were all eyes, staring blindly into the night. The
sweet, heavy scent of lilies struck him like a wind. He felt terrified
of what he was about to say, of what he felt obliged to ask. But there
was no help for it; the very shadows would begin to murmur if he were
silent longer.
“Judith, do you love me?”
“Yes, Jonah.”
Astonished, they gazed at each other without speaking.
Then, slowly, their dark heads bent together.
At that moment Uncle David, hurrying through the garden, caught sight
of them under the tree. “Well,” he cried briskly, “there you are. Come,
my son; the ox is about to be divided.”
Jonah had only time to whisper, “Wait here for me, Judith.” Then he
went, in a daze, to make the sacrifice. He heard but little of what was
going on around him, the gay shouts, the pious wailing, but the sudden
hush as he consigned the holy portions to the flames broke on him like
a light.
“Wait,” he said to himself; “something has happened.”
And suddenly he began to feel very gay.
“Why,” he thought, looking around at the familiar faces, “what are all
these people so happy about? They do not know what has happened. They
have no reason to be happy, as I have.
“I ought at least to be happier than they are.”
Seizing a cup of wine, he threw the contents on the blazing altar. “For
You, too, God,” he cried recklessly; “enjoy Yourself.”
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