“Well,” she said, “Jonah is going back to the desert soon. God will
need him again shortly.
“Such excitement last night; I couldn’t sleep after it. So I still have
on my shawl, taking some air in the morning.”
She passed on, humming a little tune to herself.
Uncle David hurried home before her. Dripping with perspiration, and
with a white face, he burst into the house, and sank dejectedly upon a
bench.
“All is lost,” he cried.
“Woe is me.”
He could say no more. Deborah, when she came home, told Jonah the story.
IX
When Prince Ahab told his niece that she was not to be allowed to marry
Jonah, she wept bitterly. For an entire day she refused to eat or
speak; for she thought her heart was broken. In the evening she went to
the tree in the garden where she had sat with Jonah; and, as she leaned
her cheek against its bark, she saw again in her mind the dark, thin
face of her lover, the brown eyes speaking to her in silence. She heard
his voice:
“Beauty often makes people sad. It is something they would like to have
in their hearts, and their sadness is their longing.”
“Oh, Jonah, Jonah....”
And her tears fell unchecked.
When she returned to the house, Sarah said to her indignantly,
“Do you know that your young man wished to marry you for nothing? What
an impertinence.”
Judith replied tearfully, “He has nothing, the poor fellow.”
“That is what makes the insult all the harder to bear,” said Sarah. “If
he has nothing, he should keep quiet, for your sake. What would people
think of you if you were to marry for nothing? You would be ruined
socially.”
Judith sat up straight, with red cheeks. “Why,” she exclaimed, “what an
idea.”
But she remained thoughtful for the rest of the evening. The next
morning she said to Sarah, “He is so gentle and sweet. I love him.” And
she added,
“Men are so thoughtless.”
At once Sarah, who knew what she was doing, exclaimed, “My poor lamb,
you have been badly treated.”
Judith’s eyes filled with tears again. “I am a young girl,” she
thought, “and already my heart has been broken.”
All day she was pale, and said nothing. Occasionally she wept, but
without violence. In the evening she walked among her flowers, composed
and quiet, her brown eyes sad and wondering, like a child’s. And as the
sky faded from the color of roses to the color of leaves, she breathed
a name sadly, but so faintly, into the air.
“Jonah....”
No one answered, and her heart vibrated with sadness and with peace. “I
have lived,” she thought, “I have loved, I have been unhappy.
“That is life, isn’t it....”
And coming upon Hiram the Phœnician among the roses, she gave him a
dignified bow.
In the morning, in the bright sunshine, she said to herself, “Men are
so selfish. Just imagine, if I were married for nothing, what would
people think of me?”
And she said seriously to Sarah, “I feel so old, Sarah. I feel as old
as Methuselah.”
“You are a little pale,” said Sarah, “but that does not do any harm.”
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