It troubled Jonah that she would not look at him. “I did not go away to
amuse myself,” he said simply. And he added in a lower voice,
“Did you miss me?”
“Yes, I suppose so. At least ... I have been so busy. What hot days
these have been.”
“I went to Bethel,” said Jonah. He wondered how to go on; he was
puzzled and depressed. This was not as he had thought it would be.
“Didn’t you know?”
“No.... Did you prophesy again? What is going to happen now? My
goodness, you prophets, you are always going about.
“I suppose you will be going back to the desert soon.”
Jonah stared at her. She kept her head down, and her hands twisted
together. He began to feel as he did sometimes before God spoke to
him, still and empty inside, with a terrible stillness, waiting for
something.
“Judith,” he half whispered.
“Yes, Jonah,” she said, looking up at him, for only a moment, and then
looking away again.
“All the time I was gone, I thought of only one thing. I remembered
only one thing.”
“Yes, Jonah?”--ever so faintly.
“That night in the garden, and the white moon in the trees like a bird
in the branches....
“Do you remember?”
Judith looked away. “That seems like so long ago, doesn’t it?” she
answered.
“‘Long ago’?” cried Jonah, and his heart sank. “Why, it is no more than
seven days ... Judith, have you forgotten?”
“No,” murmured Judith unhappily; “but I do not exactly remember....”
“You said you loved me,” he cried, in a voice which sounded like a
croak.
She put the backs of her hands to her two cheeks, and whispered with
bent head, “What must you think of me?”
“But,” stammered Jonah. Words would not come; he stood staring at her,
eyes wide with unbelief.
“Forgive me,” she said calmly. “You can understand ... I hardly knew
what I was doing. Do not think too badly of me.”
Jonah did not move or speak. But within him there were voices enough,
too many. “What? I do not believe it. It is impossible. No, it is not
impossible. Well, it has happened. But such things cannot happen ... to
you, Jonah, to you....”
He was still, waiting for the clamor to subside, for the voices to
reduce themselves to one voice. He was afraid to move even; bewildered,
horrified, he was like a man clinging with his finger-tips to the edge
of a precipice. If he moved ... if even a little earth slid from under
his fingers....
No, he must keep very still; not a word, not a motion ... then it would
all turn out right again....
It was Judith who moved, and spoke. Coming forward a step, she laid her
hand timidly on his arm. “You will forgive me,” she said. “You have
work to do in the world. You must go on, you must be a great prophet
for my sake. I am going to be married. I shall be so proud of you.”
And turning, she ran back to meet Sarah, who was hurrying out of the
house after her.
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