A great change has taken place in Ellen. All the girlishness has gone
out of her face, and in its stead is an expression of quiet
trustfulness in which there is much sadness, but no doubt. It is as
though she is prepared to defend and believe in her husband's honor,
though all the world condemn him. She closes the door gently, and
draws a chair next to Dan. Then those two faithful souls, to each of
whom the bitterest of trials has come, look into each other's eyes,
and are comforted by what they see. They exchange no words of
sympathy; none are needed from one to the other. They make no effort
to conceal their sorrow; it must be borne, and they must suffer. But
for Joshua's sake, and for Minnie's, they must be brave and hopeful.
Does Ellen acknowledge this, and in her heart of hearts is she
disposed to be generous to the unhappy girl who has brought this great
misery upon them? Yes--she feels nothing but pity for Minnie. The
influences which actuate mental feeling are so delicate and various,
that it is difficult even to the most profound of pathognomists to
dissect the commonest of motives, and rightly account for it. We all
pride ourselves, in a greater or less degree, upon our knowledge of
character, and believe that we know full well what prompted So-and-so
to do such-and-such a thing. But in truth, in nothing do we show more
ignorance than in arrogating to ourselves the power of divining
character and motive. Strive as we may be just and calm and
reasonable--strive as we may to banish for the time the small feelings
of uncharitableness which we are conscious of harboring, and which
necessarily warp our judgment--we must from very necessity argue in a
certain measure from our own point of view. Otherwise we should be
infallible, and juries would never return a wrong verdict, and judges
would never commit an error of judgment. Otherwise rogues would have
their due; and some of them would not, as they do now, live in fine
houses, and eat and drink of the best. It is impossible to put
yourself in another man's place.
Most women in Ellen's situation would have thought of Minnie with
inexorable animosity. Not so Ellen. The knowledge that Dan loves
Minnie would alone have been sufficient to disarm harsh or bitter
feeling. But that influence is not necessary. She has the firmest
faith in Joshua's honesty and virtue, and firmly believes that when he
returns home, please God, all will be explained. In the mean time, her
duty is clear. Joshua's good name is at stake. In face of all adverse
circumstance and sentiment, she must uphold it, and defend it if
necessary.
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