Thus it is that as she and Dan sit looking sadly at each other, Dan is
comforted by what he sees, and she is no less so. Their mutual faith
in the purity of the absent dear ones is inexpressibly consoling to
them. Unconsciously each gives to the other strength to bear the
bitterness of the shock. But when their eyes turn to the book which
they are to read to-night, they hesitate and tremble, What may not
those dumb pages reveal! The place, the time, and all its surrounding
circumstances are solemn and mournful. The presence of Death; the
silence that strikes greater terror than brazen tongue of accusation;
the gloom of the mean apartment, in the corners of which lurk fears
made awful by the black shadow which inwraps them--these things and
their influence impress with a deeper sadness those two young hearts.
What wonder that they hesitate and tremble as they look upon the book
in which the words of their dead friend are recorded? Joshua is on the
sea, and each moment adds to the distance that separates him from his
friends; Minnie is gone also; Basil, alas, is dead; and all that
remains to light the mystery is the dumb witness that lies before
them. But hesitation soon yields to indomitable faith.
"Ellen," says Dan, laying his hand upon the book, "perhaps the worst
of this day's trials is here. Are you prepared for it?"
"Yes, Dan," answers Ellen with a steady light in her eyes.
"Susan's words were very dreadful," continues Dan; "but she does not
know Jo as we know him. Come, we will read what is here written. And
if it accuses your dear husband and my dear friend, our hearts will
defend him. His memory will be dearer to us because he is unjustly
accused; and we will wait hopefully and patiently for his return,
please God, and never, never waver."
And drawing Ellen closer to him, Dan opened the book, and in a subdued
voice read what follows.
CHAPTER XXVI.
BASIL KINDRED'S DIARY.
I make this record for various reasons, the strongest of which is the
conviction that I have not long to live. Although my mind is in a
state of sad confusion, what I write shall be no phantasy of the
brain. I pledge myself to this. And I pledge myself also to throw down
my pen when the suspicion comes upon me that, because of my fears and
my agony, I am writing what is not strictly the fact. If I do not thus
pledge myself, and death comes upon me unaware, this mute witness
might be the cause of bringing undeserved unhappiness to persons whose
conduct towards me has been wonderfully good and noble.
Let me read what I have written. Yes, it is clear, and it gives me the
assurance that, to-day at least, I shall be able to express myself
clearly. I pause over every word. I am careful of the construction of
every sentence. For I must be just. I could not rest in my grave if my
fear spoke instead of my reason.
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