There appears to have arisen in her some consciousness that
my claims to her love are more binding upon her than those of any
other person. I have passed some very happy hours with her.
She said a strange thing to me this morning. "Father, do you think I
should make a good actress?" The question startled me, for it brought
back to me some memories of my past life. Minnie, when a little child,
was often in her mother's arms in the theatre where I happened to be
playing; her mother would be waiting for me perhaps, and would not
leave our little darling alone in the room. Minnie has no definite
remembrance of those times and circumstances, I think; but shadowy
impressions of the scenes she then almost unconsciously witnessed are
stamped upon her mind. Upon this theme I questioned her somewhat
curiously this morning, and found that these experiences had had their
effect upon her, and that she has vague remembrances of beautiful
creatures beautifully dressed, walking in gardens in the midst of
light. Ah, if she were aware of the reality! If she knew what poor
struggling men and women these beautiful creatures were, and what a
mockery were the beautiful dresses and the lovely gardens in which
they lived their artificial lives! But I did not disenchant her. Life
is bitter enough; if a gleam of brightness can be thrown upon it by
the indulgence of a harmless fancy, it is good. In the midst of our
conversation, Minnie suddenly left the room, and in about half an hour
returned completely metamorphosed. She went out of the room a fair
lovely girl, she returned a dark tawny woman, looking at least half a
dozen years older; but still beautiful, very beautiful. I gazed at her
in wonder. By what means had she effected such a marvellous change in
herself? She explained, first asking me if I knew her again. Knew her
again? Could she by any disguise hide herself from my knowledge? But
suppose I had only seen her once in my life, she asked, then did I
think I should have known her again? I did not exactly know how to
answer that, and although she pressed me to give her an answer, I
could not. I was delighted to see her in the new light in which she
presented herself to me; it was almost an assurance that some portion
of my fears was groundless. She explained to me that in the box
containing her clothes were some remnants of the wherewithals I once
used in my profession, such as colors and a few wigs. I had forgotten
them, not having had occasion for them for so long a time. And she
confessed that she had often amused herself with these things. Indeed,
in the middle of her explanation she stooped and hid herself from my
sight, and rose in the wig I used to wear when I played "Hamlet." She
had tucked up her beautiful hair with the skill of an actress, so that
it was completely hidden by the wig; and as she stood before me, I saw
in her some shadowy resemblance of myself as I was in days gone by. I
could not but be delighted with her light humor; it almost entirely
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