dispelled my fears. Then she took off the wig, and washed the color
out of her face, and sat by my bedside quietly. I am used to her
variable moods, and therefore, although I was sorry to see that her
sportiveness had fled, and that a more serious mood took its place, I
was not surprised. Never in all her life has she shown me such
tenderness as she exhibited towards me this day. "I shall always love
you, father," she said to me, more than once. Dear child! Darling
treasure of my heart! All good angels guard you.
The cup of happiness is dashed from my lips. Something so strange, so
unexpected, has happened, that, simple as it is, I scarcely know how
to set it down, or what to augur from it.
Minnie has gone!
Where--for how long for what purpose--I do not know. She has gone from
her home, from me.
Early this morning, while I was waiting to see her dear face, I was
thinking of something strange that occurred in the night, wondering
whether it formed part of my dreaming fancies or had actually
occurred. It was this:--
The house was very quiet. It was the most solemn part of the night,
when troubled life is most like peaceful death. The healthfulness of
dreamless sleep is denied me, as it is denied to all men whose minds
are harassed. For many weeks I have not enjoyed an hour's repose, and
so confused are the images that pass through my mind when I am alone,
that I am often in doubt whether the scenes in which I am taking part
are real or fanciful. I was in this condition last night at the time
of which I am writing. While I was thinking or dreaming of Minnie and
her mother, I heard a soft footfall in the room. The impression that
some one was in the room was strong upon me, and when I felt a kiss
upon my face, and my pillow being smoothed by a gentle hand, I was
almost convinced that it was Minnie. The presence remained with me for
I know not what length of time; I do not know when I lost it, or when
it departed, but when I called "Minnie!" no voice answered me. When
daylight came, I determined to ask Minnie if it was she who had
entered my room in the night. I waited impatiently for her appearance,
but she did not come. Susan came, and I asked her if Minnie was down
yet; Susan had not seen her. I bade her go and tell Minnie to come to
me; she returned and said that Minnie was not in bed, nor in any part
of the house. As Susan told me this, she came to my bedside, and,
stooping, picked up a paper which must have fallen from beneath my
pillow. There was writing on it--Minnie's writing. It was addressed to
me, and it told me that Minnie had left me, not from any want of love,
but because she was miserable and unhappy. She said said she knew that
she had been watched; that a feeling she could not control had
compelled her to leave for a time; that she would write again or see
me in a few days; and she begged me to believe that no one but herself
was to blame for what she had done. She asked me, too, not to be
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