anxious as to how she would live, for she had provided for that.
The first thing I did was to desire Susan to lock the door, and on no
account to allow a person to enter the room. For the thought flashed
upon me, that if it were known that Minnie had left her home
clandestinely, her good name would suffer. She had done a foolish
thing--ay, it was a cruel thing to leave me thus; but it was done in
all innocence, I am sure, and in ignorance of the world's judgment
upon such an act. I, her father, must protect her good name; no breath
of slander must be allowed to touch her. Therefore I judged it
imperative that the secret of her departure should be known only to
Susan and me. I gave Susan the letter to read, and when her tears were
dried, my plan was formed. It is well for me that I have such an
attached and faithful friend as Susan. Without her, I should be
helpless indeed. I explained my wishes to her, and she promised to
obey them implicitly--and she will. The Marvels and Dan and Ellen are
to be told that Minnie cannot leave me; that my illness has increased,
and I require her constant attendance. And on no pretence whatever is
any one of them to be allowed to come into the room. The door is to be
always locked, and when Susan goes out of the room, she is to lock the
door and take the key with her. I am afraid that Susan judges Joshua
even more harshly than I do; for she suggested that she should watch
his movements, in the expectation that some clew might be gained. Her
evidence of to-day is all in his favor. She ascertained that he went
this morning direct from home to his ship; that he worked there for
six hours, and that he came home direct to Ellen. No, I cannot
associate him with Minnie's disappearance. I have been thinking as
coherently as I could as to what is most likely the cause of her
leaving home, and the most hopeful conclusion I can arrive at is this:
That Minnie has an attachment for Joshua, which, in the face of his
engagement with Ellen, she feels it is her duty to subdue; that it is
painful to her to be a witness of Ellen's happiness; and that, fearful
lest she should betray her attachment, she has left the neighborhood
until Joshua has gone upon his voyage.
I am re-assured. This conclusion is reasonable as well as hopeful. I
must bear with the misery of her absence--ah, how I miss her beloved
face!--in the hope that my darling will return to me when he is gone,
and that she will regain her peace of mind, and be to me as she has
hitherto been; chastened perhaps, but not entirely unhappy.
Are you thinking of me, Minnie? Can you realize the depth of my love
for you, my dearest? If such a thing exists in the flesh as spiritual
communion with those we love, you will know, darling treasure of my
heart! that my thoughts, my blessings, my prayers are with you now.
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