Dan looked at Joshua, and smiled.
"O you cry-baby!" he said. But he said it in a voice of exquisite
tenderness; and he drew Joshua's head on to the pillow, and he laid
his own beside it, and he kissed Joshua's lips.
"I shall not want my crutches any more," he whispered in Joshua's ear
as thus they lay; "that is all. It isn't as bad as you think."
"You are not going to die, Dan?" asked Joshua in a trembling voice.
"I don't think I am--yet. It is only because I am almost certain--I
feel it, Jo--that I shall be a helpless cripple all my life, and that
I shall not be able to move about, even with the help of crutches."
"Poor dear Dan!" said Joshua, checking his sobs with difficulty.
"Poor Dan! Not at all! I can read, I can think, and I can love you,
Jo, all the same. I have made up my mind what I am going to do. I
shall live in you. You are my friend, and strong as you are, you can't
love me more than I love you. And even if I was to die, dear"--
"Don't say that, Dan; I can't bear to think of it."
"Why? It isn't dreadful. If I was to die, we should still be
friends--we should still love each other. Don't you love Golden
Cloud?"
Joshua whispered "Yes."
"But Golden Cloud is not here. Yet you love him. And so do I, more
than I did when pet was alive. I don't quite know how it is with
birds, but I do know how it is with us. If you was here, Jo, and I was
there, we should meet again."
"Amen, Dan!"
"And it is nice to believe and know--as you and I believe and
know--that if we were parted, we should come together again by and by;
and that perhaps the dear little birds would be with us there as they
are here, and that we should love them as we love them now. They are
so pretty and harmless that I think God will let them come. Besides,
what would the trees do without them?"
"What do you mean, Dan, by saying that you are going to live in me?"
"It is a curious fancy, Jo, but I have thought of it a good deal, and
I want you to think of it too. I want to be with you, although I shall
not be able to move. You are going to be a hero, and are going to see
strange sights perhaps. I can see farther than you can; and I know the
meaning of your going down to the riverside, as you have done a good
many times lately. I know what you will make up your mind to be,
although I sha'n't say until you tell me yourself. Well, Jo, I want
you to fancy, if I don't know what is happening to you--if you are in
any strange place, and are seeing wonderful things--I want you to
fancy, 'Dan is here with me, although I cannot see him.' Will you do
that, Jo, dear?"
"Yes; wherever I am, and whatever I shall see, I will think, 'Dan is
here with me, although I cannot see him.'"
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