"I dreamed of something, though," said Dan, considering. "Oh, I
remember! I dreamed of you, So; you were standing on a big ship, with
a big telescope in your hand. You had no cap on, and your hair was all
flying about."
"Were there any sailors on the ship?"
"A good many."
"Did you quarrel with any of them?"
"I didn't dream of myself at all."
"Did any of the sailors quarrel with me?"
"There wasn't any quarrelling, Jo, that I can remember."
"So you see," said Joshua, "that it is all fudge."
"I don't see that at all. Now I think of it, it isn't likely that I
should dream of quarrelling with any one or fighting with any one when
I was dreaming of you, Jo."
"Or perhaps you haven't any combativeness, Dan."
"Perhaps I haven't. It wouldn't be of much use to me if I had, for I
shouldn't know how to fight."
"Or perhaps your combativeness is so small that it won't act," said
Joshua sportively.
"Don't joke about it, Jo," said Dan. "You don't know how serious I am,
and how disappointed I feel at its being a failure. Will you try it
again to-night?"
Joshua, seeing that Dan was very much in earnest, readily promised;
and the experiment was repeated that night, with the same result.
After that the subject dropped for a time.
But if Dan's organ of adhesiveness--which, phrenologically, means
affection, friendship, attachment--was large, it was scarcely more
powerful than his organ of concentrativeness. His love for Joshua was
perfect. He knew that Joshua's choice of a pursuit would separate him
from his friend. When he said to Joshua, "I shall live in you, Jo,"
the words conveyed the expression of no light feeling, but of a deep
earnest longing and desire to be always with his friend--to be always
with him, although oceans divided them. If no misfortune had befallen
him, if his limbs had been sound and his body strong, Dan would have
been intellectually superior to boys in the same station of life as
himself. Debarred as he was from their amusements, their anxieties,
and their general ways of life he was thrown, as it were, upon his
intellect for consolation. It brought him, by the blessing of God,
such consolation that his misfortune might have been construed into a
thing to be coveted. There is good in every thing.
All Dan's sympathies were with Joshua. Dan admired him for his
determination, for his desire to be better than his fellows. It was
Dan who first declared that Joshua was to be a hero; and Joshua
accepted Dan's dictum with complacency. It threw a halo of romance
around his determination not to be a wood-turner, and not to do as his
father had done before him. The reader, from these remarks, or the
incidents that follow, may now or presently understand why the
wildly-vague essay on the "Philosophy of Dreams; or the Triumph of
Mind over Matter," took Dan's mind prisoner and so infatuated him.
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