When Dan was dressed the lads went into the kitchen to have breakfast.
And there was Ellen, as fresh as a daisy. The breakfast things were
laid; and there was a clean cloth (not damask, mind!) on the deal
table, and there, absolutely, were two new-laid eggs, one for Joshua
and one for Dan, which Ellen had bought and paid for with her own
money the day before, without saying a word about it. Ellen stooped
and kissed Dan, and as she raised her head Joshua looked at her, and
felt a huge longing to take her face between his two hands and kiss
her, as he used to do in the time when they played sweethearts
together. But he hadn't the courage. Yet he could not help looking at
Ellen again and thinking, What a pretty girl Ellen is! and then,
seeing Ellen's eyes fixed upon his, he turned away his head and
blushed. And Ellen smiled at that, and, if she had been asked, really
could not have told the reason why. Surely never was such a happy
commencement to a holiday, and never was such a happy couple as Dan
and Joshua! After all, are not simple pleasures the best? Are not
those the sweetest pleasures that cost the least?
What put it into Joshua's head? Was it the sentiment of perfect
happiness that actuated the wish? Or was it a passing shadow, lighter
than the lightest cloud, that passed over Ellen's face, as the lads
were talking of the coming delights of the day? It was there but a
moment, but Joshua saw it, or thought he did, and thought also that
there was regret in it. Or was it Ellen's pretty face, or the little
piece of blue ribbon that she had put round her neck, the puss? For
Ellen was fair, and knew what colors best suited her complexion.
Whatever it was that actuated it, there was Joshua saying, just as
they had sat down to breakfast and Ellen was pouring out the
milk-and-water--you may imagine that there was not a great deal of tea
drank in Stepney--there was Joshua saying,--
"Ellen, I wish you were coming with us."
Ellen's hand shook so that she spilt some of the milk-and-water, and a
spasm rose in her throat, for she had wished the same thing fervently,
but had never spoken of it. She checked the spasm, hoping that her
emotion would not be noticed, and answered not a word. But she looked.
Such a look!
Dan was biting into a slice of bread-and-butter, but directly he heard
Joshua's wish, and saw the yearning, look that sprang into Ellen's
eyes, he ceased eating, and leaned his head upon his hand.
"I think I am very selfish," he said, and hot tears gushed into his
eyes.
In an instant Ellen was by his side, and Ellen's face was close to
his. Any one who saw that action, any one who could understand the
quick sympathy that caused her to put her face so close to Dan's, to
show that she knew what he was reproaching himself for, might have
been able to comprehend the depth of unselfish tenderness that dwelt
in the soul of that little maid. Ah! it was only in a kitchen, but how
beautiful it was to see!
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