It was Sarah, who asked if she might come in. Of course she might. And
might Ellen come in? Of course. So Ellen came in, and she and Sarah
sat with their brothers for a few minutes. They talked quietly
together, and Joshua drew close to Ellen, and grew calmer as he looked
at her sweet peaceful face. She raised her eyes shyly to his, and told
him she had a little present for him, and would he accept it? _There_
was a question to ask him! Joshua answered almost gayly. She produced
her present--a poor little purse, which she had herself worked for
him--and Joshua kissed it, and kissed her afterwards, and she nestled
to his side very tenderly and very prettily, and cast down her eyes,
and was perfectly happy. The girls did not stay long. Goodnight was
said again and again, and Joshua asked Ellen to kiss him, and she did
so without hesitation. When they were gone, Joshua sat down, and
rested his head upon his hands. He was weary after the day's
excitement, but although he was tired, he was wakeful, and did not
feel inclined for sleep. So he and Dan had a long chat together,
recalling the many tender memories that enriched their friendship.
"I have a present for you, too, Jo," said Dan, producing a Bible.
Joshua opened it, and read on the first page, "From Dan, to his
dearest friend and brother, Joshua. With undying love and confidence."
"With undying love and confidence," mused Joshua. "Nothing could ever
change our friendship, Dan, could it?"
"Nothing, Jo."
"Come, now," said Joshua, "suppose, for the sake of argument, that I
was to turn out bad."
Dan smiled. "That couldn't happen, Jo."
Thereupon Joshua told Dan the adventure he had had that day with Susan
and the Lascar. "And, do you know, Dan, when I knocked him down, and
saw his mouth bleeding. I was glad--savagely glad, I am sorry to say.
Yet afterwards when I thought of it, and when I think of it now, it
seems as if it was a bad feeling that possessed me."
"It doesn't seem so to me, Jo; it gives me greater confidence in you.
If you had not acted so, what would have become of poor Susan?"
"That's true," said Joshua.
"I knew all along, Jo dear, that you were loving and tender and good,
but I did not know until now that you were so bold and brave. And so
strong too! I am proud of you. You can't tell what may happen. Think
of this strange new world you are going to now, Jo, and of the strange
things the Old Sailor has told us of it. You have no more idea of the
wonders you will see than I have. But you will see them, and I shall
see them through you. Listen now to me, Jo. I love you, my dearest
friend and brother, and you have my undying love and confidence. I, a
poor helpless cripple, had no future of my own; and you have given me
one. I live in you. I shall follow you in my thoughts, in my dreams.
Somehow, Jo, our minds have grown together, and I smile at your words
that you might turn out bad. Could you believe it of me, if I was
strong like you even?"
"No."
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