"You answer for me Jo. You have always been noble and good to me, and
you will always be the same. I would not think of thanking you, Jo,
for what you have done for me--I would not think of thanking you for
making my poor crippled legs a blessing to me instead of a burden. Not
with words do I or can I repay you--but with undying love and
confidence. Kiss me now, Jo, and say that you fully understand my
friendship and truth."
"Fully, Dan;" kissing him. "And I have never forgotten what I promised
you a long time ago, Dan. Wherever I am, and whatever I shall see I
will think, 'Dan is here with me, although I cannot see him.' Although
we are parted, we shall be together."
"Yes, in spirit, Jo dear," said Dan with a beautiful light of
happiness upon his face. "And now, goodnight."
"Good night, Dan."
"If I am asleep in the morning, Jo, do not wake me. I am content to
part from you now with this goodnight."
"Very well, Dan. Goodnight."
"Goodnight, MY FRIEND."
With that Dan turned to the wall, and Joshua, going to the bird-cages
hanging in that the room, said goodnight to the birds. They were
asleep on their perches, and he did not disturb them. "They will give
me a chirrup in the morning," he thought, and, blowing out the candle,
he said his prayers and went to bed. But he could not sleep; the
events of the day presented themselves to his mind in the strangest
forms. Minnie and her shell came and faded away, and her place was
filled by Susan nursing Basil Kindred; then came the ugly figure of
the Lascar crouching down, and afterwards making a cross against him,
and cursing him; his father reading the Psalm, while they all stood
round; he and his mother standing in the dark passage, and his mother
sobbing over him; Ellen kissing him and nestling close to him, oh so
prettily and innocently! All these pictures presented themselves to
him consecutively at first; but presently they grew disturbed, and the
Lascar, the evil genius of the group, was mischievously and
triumphantly at work, now in one shape, now in another. Joshua and
Ellen were sitting together when the Lascar came between them, and
struck Ellen out of the picture. Then the two were locked in a deadly
struggle on the ground, and the Lascar, overpowering him, knelt upon
his chest and hissed, "I could take your life, but that won't satisfy
me. More than your life shall pay for what you have done." Other
phases of his fancies were, that Dan believed him to be false. "My
doing!" hissed the Lascar. That Ellen believed him to be wicked. "My
doing!" hissed the Lascar. That they all believed him to be bad. "My
doing!" hissed the Lascar. That they were all grouped together, and
were turning from him, and that the Lascar, holding him fast,
whispered that that was his revenge. At length the combinations became
so distressing, that Joshua, to shake off the fancies, rose in his bed
and opened his eyes. The moonlight was streaming in through the
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account