I would have you pray for me, especially that Christ may be in
me daily, my glorious loving Lord and satisfying portion, whose
presence can make even this waste howling wilderness like the
garden of Eden. Little did I think how poor I was in the
anointed Lamb of God till he stripped me bare, and left me here
to stand months alone with himself, and then I saw how much of
that apparent love and zeal I felt flowed from human fountains.
I bless his name, he left me yet a little while untainted to
cheer, support, and comfort me, but my stature, my dear friend,
I pray I may not again, mistake nor think I am approaching
towards manhood when a very child in spiritual growth. When
surrounded by all the love and kindness I experienced amongst
you, encouraged by your sympathy and prayers, those thousand
weaknesses I since have felt I hardly know the smart of. Amidst
dangers, sorrows, and death I have walked for many months; and
these scenes have tried the very foundation, yet it was most
gracious of the Lord, when he let the plague reach me and laid
me on my couch to give me the sweetest comfort from a full
assurance of his favour and forgiveness, when there was as I
thought but a step between me and death. Yet whilst he has
never left me without the sense of being his, He has shewn me
how much I have to aim at, how earnestly to desire to be filled
with all his fulness.
BAGDAD, _Dec. 25th, 1831_.
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