Journal of a Soldier of the Seventy-First, or Glasgow Regiment, Highland Light Infantry, from 1806-1815Anonymous
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Journal of a Soldier of the Seventy-First, or Glasgow Regiment, Highland Light Infantry, from 1806-1815
Anonymous
Peninsular War, 1807-1814 -- Personal narratives, British
I have no recollection of what passed for some days. I was roused out of
my lethargy by a bustle over my head. It was the fearful noise of a
storm, which had overtaken us in Yarmouth roads. The looks of despair,
and the lamentable cries of the passengers, pierced me. I looked upon
myself as the only cause of our present danger--like Jonah, overtaken in
my guilty flight. The thought of acknowledging myself the sole cause of
the storm, more than once crossed my mind. I certainly would have done
so, had not the violent rocking of the vessel disqualified me from
leaving the bed on which I lay. I was obliged to press my feet against
one side, and my shoulder against another, to preserve myself from
receiving contusions. Striving to assuage the anguish of my feelings in
prayer, I was the only composed person there. All around me were
bewailing their fate in tears and lamentations. I had seen nothing of
the storm, as the passengers were all kept down below, to prevent their
incommoding the seamen. During its continuance, I had made up my mind
with regard to my future proceedings. As an atonement for my past
misconduct, I resolved to undergo all the dangers and fatigues of a
private soldier for seven years. This limitation of service I was
enabled to adopt, by the excellent bill brought into Parliament by the
late Mr. Windham.
Without further accident, we arrived safe at the Isle of Wight, where I
was enlisted, and sworn to serve my king and country faithfully for the
space of seven years, for which I received a bounty of eleven guineas.
The price thus paid for my liberty was the first money I could ever call
my own. Of this sum it required about four pounds to furnish my
necessaries, assisted by the sale of my present-clothing; of the
remainder, I sent five pounds to my parents, with the following letter:
NEWPORT BARRACKS,
_Isle of Wight, July, 1806_.
FATHER,
If a disobedient and undutiful son may still address you by that
dear and now much-valued name;--and my mother!--the blood forsakes
my heart, and my hand refuses to move, when I think upon that
unhallowed night I left your peaceful roof to follow my foolish and
way ward inclinations. O, I have suffered, and must ever suffer,
for my guilty conduct. Pardon me! pardon me! I can hardly
hope--yet--O drive me not to despair! I have doomed myself to seven
years’ punishment. I made this choice in an hour of shame. I could
not appear in Edinburgh after what had happened. Never shall I
again do any thing to bring shame upon myself or you. The hope of
your pardon and forgiveness alone sustains me. Again I implore
pardon on my knees. Would I could lay my head at your feet! then
would I not rise till you pronounced my pardon, and raised to your
embrace
Your wretched
THOMAS.
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