Journal of the Life and Religious Labours of Elias HicksHicks, Elias
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Journal of the Life and Religious Labours of Elias Hicks
Hicks, Elias
Hicks, Elias, 1748-1830 -- Diaries; Hicksites; Quakers -- United States -- Diaries
About the seventeenth year of my age, I was put an apprentice to learn
the trade of a house carpenter and joiner, and this by no means placed
me in a more favourable situation than before; for my master, although
considered an orderly man, and one who frequently attended Friends’
meetings, was yet in an eager pursuit after temporal riches, and was
of but little use to me in my religious improvement. We had to go from
place to place, as our business called, to attend to our work, and I
was thereby introduced into hurtful company, and learned to dance and
to pursue other frivolous and vain amusements. During my apprenticeship
I passed through many trials and much exposure; and I have often
thought, that had it not been for the interposition of divine mercy and
goodness, I should have fallen a prey to the varied temptations which
surrounded me; for although I was overtaken in many faults, in which my
poor soul was deeply wounded, and for which I afterwards felt the just
indignation of an offended God, yet when I have looked back on this
scene of my life, and recounted the many snares that I escaped, all
that is truly sensible within me has been bowed in humble admiration of
the Lord’s mercies and deliverance; and in reverent gratitude, I was
made to praise and magnify his great and adorable name, “who is over
all. God blessed for ever.” In the midst of my vanity and exposure,
the Lord, as a gracious father, was often near; and when I was alone,
he inclined my mind to solid meditations.--Some of my leisure hours
were occupied in reading the Scriptures, in which I took considerable
delight, and it tended to my real profit and religious improvement.
My youthful companions would often endeavour to persuade me and each
other, that the amusements, in which we spent much of our precious
time, were innocent; yet being very early convinced by the divine
light that its teachings were truth, it had, in my calmer moments, an
ascendency in my mind over all the reasonings and persuasions of men.
Nevertheless, I had such a proneness to levity and self-gratification,
that I often ran counter to clear conviction, and went on for a
considerable time, sinning and repenting; for the Lord in great mercy
had regard to me in my tried condition, and often opened a door of
reconciliation to my poor soul. But I was too weak to keep my covenants
in the midst of so many temptations, until by his righteous judgments,
mixed with adorable mercy, he opened to my mind, in a very clear
manner, the danger I was in of falling into eternal ruin.
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