Courage -- Fiction; Cowardice -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Science fiction; Short stories; Space flight to the moon -- Fiction
Something struck him in the chest then, a firm, gentle pressure that
grew and grew as the cabin vibrated with a powerful roar. The pressure
grew larger, choking the breath from him. In a last terrible panic of
fear Scotty tried to fight his safety belt open, tried to cry out to
_stop, stop, stop_, but it was too late. He pressed back, deeper and
deeper into the couch as the age-long seconds ticked by--and in the
viewer the Earth fell away, farther and farther, dwindling, dimming--
He heard the explosion as the first stage disengaged, and his mind
froze as the pressure shoved harder at his chest. Then suddenly there
was a jerk, a bone-crushing jar that nearly broke his neck, and the
ship started spinning crazily.
"_Scotty--Scotty, can you hear me?_" It was Mitch's voice in the
earphones, heavy with frantic urgency. "_Can you hear me, Scotty?_"
Scotty groaned. "I can hear you," he croaked.
"Scotty, the second stage didn't disengage properly--you've got it on
your tail yet--"
Scotty gasped for breath, trying to focus his mind on the
present, trying to drive out the paralyzing phantoms of the past.
"Second--stage?"
"It--wait a minute--you're way off course--there it goes, you've
lost it--" There was a scraping sound in the earphones, and then the
General's voice snapped out, sharp and clear. "Scotty--listen, boy,
you're off course, you aren't out far enough--you'll have to orbit
back--"
"Orbit?" The word was wrenched from his throat, and he stared at the
viewer in horror.
"Listen, Scotty, get this straight--can you hear me, lad?"
"Yeah, yeah, I can hear--"
"Then listen. Orbit your ship. Slam down the cut-off and--"
"I can correct," Scotty cried. "I can get back on beam, and make it--"
"Scotty, you'd use too much fuel. You didn't get out far enough, you
dragged dead weight--"
"I can correct--"
"You'll never be able to land up there. If you do, you'll never be able
to take off again--"
"I've--got--to--get--out--there!"
The General's voice was frantic. "This is an order, man. _Orbit your
ship._ We'll find some way to get you down. But you'll have to come
back--"
Something exploded in Scotty's mind then. Rage bubbled over in his
mind, and he was screaming in the speaker, "I'm going on out. I'm going
to land up there--I can't flub it now, I can't--"
"Scotty, _orbit while you can_. There'll be another try--"
"I can't hear you--"
"_I said--_"
"_I'm going out._ Get somebody up there to get me if you want to, but
I'm going--"
He ripped off the earphones, the bitterness and rage and frustration
of long years welling into his mind. He was seething, almost crying
out in his rage. Everything he had ever done he had flubbed--but he
wouldn't flub this one. Fiercely, he went to work on the controls,
tears rolling down his cheeks as he worked. He was going to go on, if
it killed him--
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