Joyce Kilmer : $b poems, essays and letters in two volumes. Volume 1, memoirs and poemsKilmer, Joyce
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Joyce Kilmer : $b poems, essays and letters in two volumes. Volume 1, memoirs and poems
Kilmer, Joyce
American poetry; Kilmer, Joyce, 1886-1918
Though he gloried in being a private soldier, it is quite evident, too,
that he was charmed with his promotion. “I am now a sergeant,” appears
on the back of every copy of the well-known “tin-hat” post-card, and
in every letter near this date. In more than one intimate letter he
says: “I’ll never be anything higher. To get a commission I’d have to
go away for three months to school, and then whether or not I was made
an officer--I’d be sent to some outfit other than this, and I don’t
want to leave this crowd. I’d rather be a sergeant in the 69th than a
lieutenant in any other regiment in the world.” “A volunteer regiment,
the bravest and best regiment in the army.” “I have a new stripe--an
inverted chevron of bright gold on the left cuff for six months’
service ... let my children be proud of it.” And, “a long moustache I
have.”
For a while he had worked in the Adjutant’s Office, having special
charge of recording and reporting statistics. Then he was no longer
(“thank God!”) doing statistics. Someone over here had said that he
had “a bullet-proof job.” “I had one, but succeeded, after two months
intriguing, in getting rid of it.” “At that time I was just an office
hack--now I am a soldier, in the most fascinating branch of the service
there is--sheer romance, night and day--especially night.” He had
become attached to the Regimental Intelligence Section, working as
an observer--“very amusing work,” “wonderful life!”--“the finest job
in the army!” But “I don’t know what I’ll be able to do in civilian
life--unless I become a fireman!” “I am having a delightful time, but
it won’t break my heart for the war to end.”
“Rouge Bouquet” was his “first attempt at versification in a dug-out.”
He had lived in “billets, dug-outs, trenches, observatories and all
sorts of queer places.” And at length, he was “(after a most violent
and amusing month) resting (six hours out of every twenty-four!) in a
beautiful place, among the firs and pines on a lovely mountain top,
from which I can see strange things.” “I sleep on a couch made soft
with deftly laid young spruce boughs and eat at a table set under good,
kind trees.” And with that inimitable, irrepressible and incomparable
Kilmerian pleasure he contemplated what he called “my senility”:
I picture myself at sixty, with a long white moustache, a pale
gray tweed suit, a very large panama hat, I can see my gnarled
but beautifully groomed hands as they tremblingly pour out the
glass of dry sherry which belongs to every old man’s breakfast.
I cannot think of myself at seventy or eighty--I grow
hysterical with applause--I am lost in a delirium of massive
ebony canes, golden snuff-boxes, and dainty silk hats.
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