What good would it be to tell you, Joyzelle? It is too late....
You would not believe me, for you would have to believe the
incredible.... I was walking in a trance, in a sort of invincible,
mocking dream.... My mind, my reason, my will were all farther from
themselves than is this shattered body from what it was.... I would
have liked to tell you, to shout to you again and again that I was
a lie that had escaped control and that the shameful speeches that
defiled my lips stifled, in spite of myself, the tearful confession
and the ardent words of desperate love that were leaping towards
you.... I made efforts fit to burst my throat, to break my heart; and
I heard my faithless voice betray me and my arms, my hands, my eyes,
my kisses were powerless to disown it; for, except my soul, which you
did not see, I felt myself a prey to a hostile force, irresistible,
alas, and incomprehensible!...
JOYZELLE.
But ah, I did see it!... And I knew at once that it was not you that
were lying, that it was impossible....
LANCÉOR.
How did you know?...
JOYZELLE.
Because I love you....
LANCÉOR.
But, what am I, Joyzelle, what do you love in me, in whom I have
profaned and others destroyed all that you once loved?...
JOYZELLE.
You.
LANCÉOR.
What remains of me?... Not these hands, which have lost their
strength; not these eyes, which no longer have their brightness; not
this heart, which has betrayed love....
JOYZELLE.
It is you and still you and none but you yourself!... What matter who
you are, so long as I find you!... Oh, I cannot tell how to explain
that!... When one loves as I love you, she is blind and deaf, because
she looks beyond and listens elsewhere.... When she loves as I love
you, it is not what he says, it is not what he does, it is not what
he is that she loves in the man she loves: it is he and only he, who
remains the same, through the passing years and troubles.... It is
he alone, it is you alone, in whom no change can come but that which
increases love.... He who is all in you, you who are all in him, you
whom I see, whom I hear, to whom I listen incessantly and whom I love
always....
LANCÉOR.
Joyzelle!...
JOYZELLE.
Yes, yes, embrace me, crush me in your arms!... We have to struggle,
we shall have to suffer; we are here in a world that seems full of
snares.... We are only two, but we are all love!...
SCENE II.--_A grove._
[_JOYZELLE lies sleeping on a grassy bank, before
a box hedge, cut into arches, in which lilies are
flowering. It is night. A fountain ripples gently.
The moon is shining. Enter ARIELLE._
ARIELLE.
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