Chicago (Ill.) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Gambling -- Fiction; Judges -- Fiction
Goyle was but an indifferent player. He well knew the value of a hand,
but was too impatient to wait. But no despair fell upon him when he
lost. He did not look forward to a time when circumstances or the force
of his own resolution might set him beyond the temptations of the game,
but to the time when luck might give him enough money to put him in the
game. Bodney, however, was bound soul and body. He could hardly think
of anything else. Dozing to sleep he saw aces and kings; asleep, he
drew to flushes and straights. In his sleep he might win, but only in
his sleep. His soul seemed to have been created for this one debasing
passion. It was his first, for though impressionable, no enthusiasm had
ever mastered him, and love had never set his heart aflame. But now he
was an embodiment of raging poker, not for gain, but for the thrill, the
drunkenness of playing. His bank account, never large, was gone. For
himself and for Goyle he had taken small sums of money from the Judge’s
safe, and had lived in the terror of being confronted with the theft.
And he actually believed that had the old man accused him or even
strongly suspected him he would have killed himself. Suspicion was now
averted, but at the cost of what infamy! He could face Howard; he could
endure with a show of self-control the agonized countenance of the old
man; but remorse gnawed him like a rat. It was not to be supposed that
Florence would be enlightened as to the coolness which, of necessity,
must fall between Howard and the Judge, but it could not be otherwise
than a grief to her. He could look forward and see the wonder in her
eyes, and then the sorrow that must come to her. It is one of the
misfortunes of a weak man to have a strong conscience, a conscience with
not enough of forecast to prevent a crime, but one which agonizes when a
crime has been committed. His only solace was to play. Then his mind
was chained to the game, the dealing of the cards, the scanning of his
hand, to the thrill of winning, the dull oppression of losing. Upon
entering the club he had been surprised to see so many old and venerable
looking men sitting about the tables. One had been a prominent lawyer;
another, a doctor, had turned from a fine practice to waste his
substance and the remainder of his days. There was good humor, an
occasional story of brightness and color, but upon the whole the place
was sad, everyone seeming to recognize that he was a hopeless slave.
The scholar turned poker-player, thinks and talks poker. He forgets his
grammar, and puts everything in the present tense. "How did you come out
last night?" someone asks, and he answers, "I lose." Many of those men
would not have gone to a "regular" gaming house; they would not have
played faro or roulette, but the blight of poker fell upon them, to
weaken them morally, to make them liars. Sometimes an old fellow,
getting up broke, would turn moralist. One said to Bodney: "The chips
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