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Douglas pushed his hair back from his forehead. If only she would not
plead with him! She never had done that. He did not believe that he
could stand out against it.
"You mustn't think of going on alone, Jude," he said.
"Then you come as far as Bowdins' with me and get rested up for your
trip back."
"I want you to come back with me," repeated Doug.
"No!" said Judith. "I'm never going back to Lost Chief!"
"Then come as far as the Mormon's. Get rested and get some clothes
together and I'll take you out to Mountain City, and I'll loan you
enough money to live on while you get a job, or I'll put you through
college. Either you want. You've done a great stunt, Judith, crossing
Black Devil in winter. But putting over a stunt isn't necessarily acting
with judgment."
"How could I act with judgment, under the circumstances?" demanded
Judith.
Douglas looked at her with passionate earnestness.
"Judith," he said, "you must believe that I'm not criticizing you. I'm
just trying to help you do the wise thing."
"Why can't I go on across the Basin and get the A.B. railroad at
Doty's?" asked Judith.
Douglas looked down the terrible mountainside. "We aren't equipped for
it, Jude."
She drew a deep breath. "I don't want to go back where I have to breathe
the same air he does."
"Judith, what did he do?" Doug's lips were stiff and his eyes contracted
as if with pain.
"I didn't give him a chance to do anything. I don't want even to talk
about it."
Douglas sat silent for a moment; then he said huskily, "I'm ashamed of
him."
Suddenly Judith put her hands before her eyes and began to sob. Douglas
groaned. He put his arms about her and presently she leaned against him
and wept with complete abandonment. Finally she began to talk.
"He's always worried me, a little--but I wasn't really afraid of him. I
don't want to think about him--or talk about him--to anybody. Up till
Saturday night he was just one of the hard things that heckled me--I
didn't have anybody to go to. If I went to you, you'd want to--marry me.
And--Inez--Inez has gone back on all the ideas she got me to believe.
She's gone--and fallen in love--with Peter! She--she told me not long
ago that she was going to do everything she could to make him marry
her.--Just as soon as something touched her selfish interests she went
to pieces.--I want to get away from Lost Chief!"
Douglas patted her shoulder in silence. It was inexpressibly sweet to
have her there.
"A girl has a brain, as well as a man," she went on. "She doesn't want
to be just a servant to a rough old rancher. She wants to live by her
brain as well as he does. What's the use of a woman being fine if that's
all her fineness comes to? You can say she hands it on to her children.
But she don't. It's something she acquires and it's lost--in the
scrubbing pail."
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