"Yes," she answered, blushing deeply. "I have often been there with
Wanda and the burgomaster's daughters, and occasionally alone. The
custodians know me, but they said nothing, and I was weak enough to be
glad of it. I fancied I was superior to the others. But I have atoned!
How I felt when I recognized--"
"By that scene in this house," he said, interrupting her. "I have only
known since yesterday what an impression it must have made upon you,
and a wrong one. Fräulein Judith! Believe me, this gulf--"
She listened intently, but he came to a stand. No, he could not, he
ought not, lie.
"Well, the gulf?"
"Is not so deep, after all. But why talk about it? Your brother, then,
is in Heidelberg!"
A sad smile played around her lips. "You are an honest man, Count
Baranowski. Once before this evening you alone had the courage to speak
the truth. Now I understand why I never heard of the beautiful Esther
from either my father or Raphael or Bergheimer."
"And why not?"
Her face glowed. "She was an outcast."
"A hard judgment! Just think how Casimir loved her."
"I do not believe it. Perhaps I ought not to talk about it. It does not
seem quite proper. But yet why should I be silent? If he had really
loved her, he would have made her his wife; or if this was not
possible, since he was a king and she a Jewess, then he should have
kept away from her, and not brought her to shame--the worst of fates.
For if her name is ever spoken among us Jews, it would be as
disgraced."
"I do not know about that," he answered. "Any one with human feelings
ought not to condemn her so mercilessly, even had Casimir not been a
king. Suppose she loved him with all her heart?"
Judith shook her head.
"You do not believe it?
"I don't know;" she was confused, but conquered herself, and continued
bravely: "At least I have never heard of such love among ourselves. My
parents, for instance; no one could have found a happier pair, yet they
were introduced to each other at their betrothal. And this is generally
the case. I think we must be different in this regard from other
races."
"Do you really believe so?" he exclaimed. "For then nature herself has
formed the gulf. But I think you are mistaking cause for effect.
Isolation and the clinging to ancient usages have brought your people
to it. When I see you standing before me, I think--"
"Please do not talk of me," she implored, in such a piteous tone that
he became silent instantly.
"How quiet!" said a laughing voice during the unpleasant pause. It was
Lady Anna.
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