The soothing calm of the autumnal day had its influence upon Count
Agenor, as he rode slowly homeward over the steppe, the air vibrating
with the music of the noonday bells. He started off early in the
morning, after a sleepless night, during which he had been tossed and
shaken as by spirits of evil.
That had come to pass which was inevitable after he had yielded to the
tempter and gone to the Wiliszenski recital. Since then, thanks to the
ingenuity of the magistrate, he had often met the beautiful Jewess
alone, and knew now he had no need to ask her whether she comprehended
that sensation which Christians call love.
Since yesterday, too, he felt he no longer required the medium so
obnoxious to him; for Judith had been in the park alone, had fallen on
his breast; his arm had clasped her youthful form, his lips had dared
to touch hers. And she had promised to go again, and he knew she would
keep her word.
True, he did not expect to attain his desire to-day; weeks might elapse
before he wakened the passion in her which raged in his veins. But the
hour must come when she would be his. Yet this certainly did not make
him happy. Quite the contrary. Never before had he felt so sad.
For, as she had said, he was an honest man. The handsome Uhlan officer
had enjoyed almost everything that the beauty of woman could offer him.
But on one point his conscience was clear. He had enticed no wife from
her husband's side; he had brought no girl to misery. This was to be
partly attributed to his exquisite sense of the requirements of his
noble birth, partly to the subjection he was still under to his late
father's wishes.
This clever and good man had early recognized that, in spite of many
noble qualities, his son was lacking in that which was most important
for the head of an impoverished branch of a noble house; that is,
energy of character and the power to say "no." So, with the best of
motives, he had striven to maintain and increase his influence over
him. It was principally owing to this that Agenor had always so
scrupulously held himself above reproach, until the death of his father
made him the head of the family. Never had a lie passed his lips. But
now he had lied and cheated, and if he wished to attain his desires he
must continue to do so.
The young count had won Judith because she thought him noble and
knightly, and free from prejudices against her nation. She trusted
entirely in his love and honor. One word about the gulf that divided
them, one intimation of the impossibility of making her his wife, and
she was lost to him forever. As yet she had said nothing to him about
the future--but if she did? And even if she did not, and he kept
silence, or was only ambiguous in his speech, would it rest any less
lightly on his conscience?
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