"Then it is all right?" she asked, wiping her wet eyes and struggling
to smile. "You have kissed me and we belong to each other for life."
This was said with such trust and earnestness that Agenor was touched
to the quick. His arm dropped which was about to embrace her again.
"You dear love," he said, falteringly, "certainly we belong to each
other. Nothing can part us again, Judith--nothing. And I shall do all
that lies in my power to keep you from ever repenting it." He could
safely promise that, for it was his firm resolve. "I love you as I
never loved before."
A happy smile lit up her face, yet her eyes were filled with tears. "I
believe you. Would I be here if I had one moment's doubt of your honor?
Would I have come yesterday? No, I should be sitting in my own room,
weeping my eyes out for my misfortune in loving a man who had no love
for me--who would not make me his wife. And perhaps," she continued
shrilly, "I could not endure life with such shame and misery at my
heart."
"Judith," he said, startled, "what thoughts are these?"
"Silly ones, I know. But see how much has happened these past few days.
I am quite changed. I do not think it ever occurred to any girl before.
I have no control over my own heart; it commands me, and I must come to
you and be caressed, and caress you in turn. It is the same with my
thoughts. They roam about in wild confusion. I am only quiet when I
think of you. For I know you--"
"And yet," he said, looking at her tenderly, "you must have wept much
since yesterday!"
"Are you surprised?" She asked this with a sorrowful smile. "Remember,
my father and brother love me, and I love them. How startled they will
be when you ask for my hand, and how it will distress them for me to
become a Christian! Perhaps I may lose their hearts forever. They may
never wish to have any more to do with me. You do not know what it
means with us to change our faith. In our parish there is a poor old
widow, Miriam Gold, who earns her living as a nurse. Her husband was a
village publican, and her only daughter fell in love with a peasant,
became a Christian, and married him. The father died of grief at the
disgrace and from the sneers of our co-religionists, and the mother
leads a wretched life. Had my father not interfered in her behalf, she
would have perished. She, too, has cast off her daughter, and scarcely
ever mentions her. She herself told me to-day that she had not spoken
of her for years."
The count listened, his mind filled with contending emotions. "What,
to-day?" he asked, in surprise.
"Just now. The reason I was so late was that she begged me to allow her
to tell her story. Perhaps," drawing a deep breath--"perhaps it was no
coincidence. She knows my position, and wishes to warn me. If so, my
father may hear of it, and that would be a bad thing. Honesty demands
he should hear it from us first, not from others. If you preferred, I
could tell him myself."
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