She sobbed bitterly, and, loosening a lock of hair, through whose
auburn brightness ran a band of silver, she held it up for him to see.
"I am twenty-two years old, doctor; need I say more?"
"Have not the Jews done their share in increasing those gray hairs?
Even you have the commandment, 'Love your neighbor as yourself.' It is
one of the most important of your creed, as it is of ours. Do your
people act up to it? Remember your reception here."
"I deserved the treatment I received. What did they know? what do they
know to-day, except that I am a dishonored woman and my father's
murderess? But if you were right, and we had the same laws and sinned
against them, still peace and springtide might some day visit the
earth; but now it is winter, and we are at war. In winter we stay at
home, and in wartime we do not desert to the enemy's camp. If you are
correct in saying your altar is a sanctuary of God, then I must not
desecrate it. What would be my thoughts when I bent over the font? Of
what would I think during the marriage ceremony? After all that has
passed, it would be my worst sin. And I fear God. I remember how my
father thought of it, and for his sake it is now impossible. When I
stood by his grave yesterday, it was clear to me that he was a
God-fearing man, and would not have counselled me to lie in sacred
matters."
"He was a kind man, too, and knew how much God could forgive. He
himself forgave much."
"Yes, misdeeds against himself, but not against God. He thought: 'My
child has broken my heart. God will punish her, but I will forgive her.
As she will suffer much, let her rest by my side; and when at the last
day the trumpet sounds, let her go before the Judge with her hand in
mine.' This is what he meant, and it would be hard to surrender this
privilege. Yet for my child's sake I would make the sacrifice, only I
cannot sin again, even for him."
He looked at her white, inflexible face, and ventured no further
remark. He arose silently, pressed her hand, and turned to go. A slight
exclamation detained him; it sounded like a sigh. He looked around
inquiringly.
She stood, her head slightly inclined, her face scarlet. "One thing
more. If he could resolve to--"
"What?" he said, encouragingly.
But she sighed deeply, and dropped her arms. "No," she said. "He will
not do that. He cannot, and according to our laws it is out of the
question. He would only deride me for thinking of it. Pardon me, I have
no more to say."
He asked again, but she answered decidedly, "It is nothing," and he
went away.
He now had the unpleasant duty of conveying her answer to Agenor. But
the latter was more collected than he had feared. He turned pale and
said, "I told you so," and during the doctor's recital betrayed his
excitement only by the nervous drumming of his fingers on the table.
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