Julia Ward Howe, 1819-1910Richards, Laura Elizabeth Howe
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Julia Ward Howe, 1819-1910
Richards, Laura Elizabeth Howe
Authors, American -- 19th century -- Biography; Feminists -- United States -- Biography; Howe, Julia Ward, 1819-1910
"_December 12._ No. 8 Bond Street. I came down here to write the records
of yesterday and to-day in this dear old house, whose thronging memories
rise up to wring my heart, in the prospect of its speedy dismantlement
and the division of its dear contents. Here I came on my return from
Europe in 1844, bringing my dear Julia, then an infant of six months.
Uncle John had just bought and fitted it up. Here I came to attend
Sister Louisa's wedding, Uncle John being rather distant to me,
supposing that I had favored the marriage. Here I saw dear Brother
Marion for the last time. Here I came in my most faulty and unhappy
period. Here, after my first publications; here, to see my play acted at
Wallack's. Here, when death had taken my dearest Sammy from me. Uncle
John was so kind and merciful at that time, and always except that once,
when indeed he did not express _dis_pleasure, but I partly guessed it
and learned it more fully afterwards. God's blessing rest upon the
memory of this hospitable and unstained house. It seems to me as if
neither words nor tears could express the pain I feel in closing this
account with my father's generation."
* * * * *
The most important episode of 1874, the visit to Samana, has already
been described. Turning the leaves of the Journal for this year, we
feel that the change and break were necessary to her as well as to the
Doctor. There were limits even to her strength.
"_January, 1874._ A sort of melancholy of confusion, not knowing how I
can possibly get through with the various requisitions made upon my
time, strength, thought, and sympathy. Usually I feel, even in these
moods, the nearness of divine help. To-day it seems out of my
consciousness, but is not on that account out of my belief...."
"The past week one dreadful hurry. Things look colorless when you whirl
so fast past them."
"The month ending to-day seems the most hurried of my life. Woman's
Club, Saturday Club, Philosophical group, Maud's music, ditto party, and
all her dressing and gayety, beside writing for [the Woman's] Journal,
... two lectures [Salem and Weston], both gratuitous, and the care of
getting up and advertising Bishop Ferrette's lectures. And in all these
things I seem not to do, rather than to do, the dissipation of effort so
calls me away from the quiet, concentrated sort of work which I love."
It was time for the Doctor to say "Come!" and to carry her off to those
tropical solitudes they had learned to love so well. Yet the departure
was painful, for Maud must be left behind. On March 1 we read:--
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