Julia Ward Howe, 1819-1910Richards, Laura Elizabeth Howe
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Julia Ward Howe, 1819-1910
Richards, Laura Elizabeth Howe
Authors, American -- 19th century -- Biography; Feminists -- United States -- Biography; Howe, Julia Ward, 1819-1910
"Of to-day I wish to preserve the fact that, waking early in painful
perplexity about Maud, Santo Domingo, etc., and praying that the right
way might open for me and for all of us, my prayer seemed answered by
the very great comfort I had in hearing the prayer and sermon of Henry
Powers of New York. The decided spiritual tone of the prayer made me
feel that I must try to take, every day, this energetic attitude of
moral will and purpose, even if I fail in much that I wish to do."
On May 27 she writes:--
"My birthday. Fifty-five years old. Still face to face with the mercies
of God in health and sanity, enjoying all true pleasures more than ever
and weaned from some false ones. I feel a great lassitude, probably from
my cold and yesterday's fatigue. I have not worked this year as I did
the year before, yet I have worked a good deal, too, and perhaps have
tried more to fulfil the duty nearest at hand.... I thank God for my
continued life, health, and comfort.... I ask to see Samana free before
I go.... 'Thy will be done' is the true prayer."
Samana was not to be free, spite of the efforts of its friends, and she
was not to see it again.
The record of this year and the next is a chronicle of arduous work,
with the added and ever-deepening note of anxiety; it was only for a
time that the visit to Samana checked the progress of the Doctor's
physical failure. He was able in the summer of 1874 to write the
forty-third report of the Perkins Institution: an important one in which
he reviewed his whole work among the blind. He felt that this would
probably be his last earthly task; yet the following summer found him
again taking up the familiar work, laboring with what little strength
was left him, and when eyes and hand refused to answer the call of the
spirit, dictating to his faithful secretary. It has been told elsewhere
how in this last summer of his life he labored to make more beautiful
and more valuable the summer home which had become very dear to him.
Returned to Green Peace, he had some happy days in his garden, but for
gardener and garden they were the last days. The city had decided to put
a street through Green Peace: already workmen were digging trenches and
cutting trees. Our mother went to the authorities, and told them of his
feeble condition. The work was stopped at once, and not resumed during
his lifetime.
Through these years her time was divided between the invalid and the
many public duties which had already taken possession of her life.
Little by little these were crowded out: instead of lecture or concert
came the ever-shortening walk with the Doctor, the evening game of whist
or backgammon which lightened a little his burden of pain and weariness.
Yet she was preparing, on January 4, 1876, to keep a lecture engagement
of long standing, when the blow fell. He was stricken down, and lay for
some days insensible, waiting the final summons.
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