Julia Ward Howe, 1819-1910Richards, Laura Elizabeth Howe
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Julia Ward Howe, 1819-1910
Richards, Laura Elizabeth Howe
Authors, American -- 19th century -- Biography; Feminists -- United States -- Biography; Howe, Julia Ward, 1819-1910
I have finished Tacitus' history, also his Germans.... Chev is not at
all annoyed by the newspapers, but has been greatly overdone by anxiety
and labor for Brown. Much has come upon his shoulders, getting money,
paying counsel, and so on. Of course all the stories about the Northern
Abolitionists are the merest stuff. No one knew of Brown's intentions
but Brown himself and his handful of men. The attempt I must judge
insane but the spirit _heroic_. I should be glad to be as sure of heaven
as that old man may be, following right in the spirit and footsteps of
the old martyrs, girding on his sword for the weak and oppressed. His
death will be holy and glorious--the gallows cannot dishonor him--he
will hallow it....
On Christmas Day, 1859, she gave birth to a second son, who was named
Samuel Gridley. This latest and perhaps dearest child was for three
short years to fill his parents' life with a joy which came and went
with him. His little life was all beautiful, all bright. We associate
him specially with the years we spent at No. 13 Chestnut Street, Boston,
a spacious and cheerful house which we remember with real affection. The
other children were at school; little Sam was the dear companion of our
mother's walks, the delight of our father's few leisure hours. For him
new songs were made, new games invented: both parents looked forward to
fresh youth and vigor in his sweet companionship. This was not to be.
"In short measures, life may perfect be": little Sam died of
diphtheritic croup, May 17, 1863.
This heavy sorrow for a time crushed both these tender parents to the
earth. Our father became seriously ill from grief; our mother, younger
and more resilient, found some relief in nursing him and caring for the
other children; but this was not enough. She could not banish from her
mind the terrible memory of her little boy's suffering, the anguish of
parting with him. While her soul lifted its eyes to the hills, her heart
sought some way to keep his image constantly before her. Her sad
thoughts must be recorded, and she took up, for the first time since
1843, the habit of keeping a journal.
The first journal is a slender Diary and Memorandum Book. On May 13, the
first note of alarm is sounded. Sammy "did not seem quite right." From
that date the record goes on, the agonizing details briefly described,
the loss spoken of in words which no one could read unmoved. But even
this was not enough: grief must find further expression, yet must be
repressed, so far as might be, in the presence of others, lest her
sorrow make theirs heavier. This need of expression took a singular
form. She wrote a letter to the child himself, telling the story of his
life and death; wrote it with care and precision, omitting no smallest
detail, gathering, as it were a handful of pearls, every slightest
memory of the brief time.
A few extracts show the tenor of this letter:--
"MY DEAREST LITTLE SAMMY,--
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