"True, true! quite true; but what is the use of education if it does not
teach us to look on man as man, and judge by a nobler and more real
standard than the superficial distinctions of society? But answer my
question."
"Well, sir, I confess that I should think very lightly of the man who
treated me in that way; still I should be _annoyed_ very much by his
conduct."
"I really think, Julian," replied Mr Carden, "that the necessity which
compels you to go up as a sizar will be good for you in _many_ ways.
Poverty, self-denial, the bearing of the yoke in youth, are the highest
forms of discipline for a brave and godly manhood. The hero and the
prophet are rarely found in soft clothing or kingly houses; they are
never chosen from the palaces of Mammon or the gardens of Belial."
They talked a little longer on the subject, and Mr Carden pointed out
how, at the universities more than anywhere, the aristocracy of
intellect and character are almost solely recognised, and those patents
of nobility honoured which come direct from God. "After a single term,
Julian, depend upon it you will smile at the sensitiveness which now
makes you shrink from entering on this position. At least, I assume
that even by that time your name will be honourably known, as it will be
if you work hard. You must never forget that `Virtus vera nobilitas' is
the noble motto of your own college."
"Well, I _will_ work at any rate," said Julian; "indeed I _must_."
"But may I ask why you have determined on going up as sizar?"
"Oh yes, sir. I am far too grateful for all your many kindnesses to me,
not to tell you freely of my circumstances."
And so, as they walked on that beautiful summer evening over the green
fields, Julian, happy in the quiet sympathising attention of one who was
not only a master, but a true, earnest, and affectionate friend, told
him some of the facts to which we shall allude in the retrospect of the
next chapter.
CHAPTER THREE.
A RETROSPECT.
"Give me the man that is not Passion's slave,
And I will wear him in my own heart's core,
Yea, in my heart of hearts."
_Shakespeare_.
Julian's father was Rector of Ildown, a beautiful village on the
Devonshire coast. As younger son, his private means were very small,
and the more so as his family had lost in various unfortunate
speculations a large portion of the wealth which had once been the
inheritance of his ancient and honourable house. Mr Home regretted
this but little; contentment of mind and simplicity of tastes were to
him a far deeper source of happiness than the advantages of fortune.
Immediately after his university career he had taken holy orders, and
devoted to the genial duties of his profession all the energies of a
vigorous intellect and a generous heart.
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