But he did not live by thought alone. Many of those who watched him working without intermission, with a method and a will that defied human weakness, who saw how numerous were his lectures, how varied his researches, and who witnessed the incessant travail of his imagination, thought that the author of _Hernani_ and _Dona Sol_ must be lacking in human sensibility. He protests against this. In a letter to Sainte-Beuve he says: "I live only by my emotions; to love, or to crave for love and friendship, is the fundamental aim--happy or unhappy, public or private--of my life."[4] He might equally have added: "That is why for the last two years my brow is no longer placid, why my eyes seek the ground, why my lips are so bitterly compressed." The secret of the change in Victor Hugo's physiognomy lies in the treachery of his wife and his best friend. Love and friendship failed him together. His moral distress was immense, his pain unfathomable. They inspired him with plaints so touching that, after hearing them, one asks oneself whether it can ever be possible for him to forget or recover. One despairs of the healing of the man who writes: "I have acquired the conviction that it is possible for the one who possesses all my love to cease to care for me. I am no longer happy."[5] Calmness did return to him, however. It was thus: For the last ten years, that is, practically ever since her marriage, Madame Victor Hugo had behaved in such a manner that when the day of the betrayal, in which she was the accomplice of his friend, dawned, the poet was able to consider her with contempt. Although fairly gifted in appearance, she possessed neither taste nor cleverness in the matter of dress; she had always shown herself to him in careless attire and unfashionable gowns. Absent-minded and limited in intelligence, she remained uncultured and oblivious of the genius of her husband, and of achievements of which she appreciated only the financial value. In addition, she had declined to share the noble ideal originally proposed to her by her twenty-year-old bridegroom: love considered as "the ardent and pure union of two souls, a union begun on earth to end not even in heaven."[6] The poet was thus authorised, and even forced, to seek happiness in the arms of some other woman. If Victor Hugo had wished to avoid that "other woman " he would have had to remain for ever concealed in his tower of ivory--which certainly did not happen. [Illustration: VICTOR HUGO AS A YOUNG MAN. In the possession of M. le D. F. Jousseaume.] He emerged from it in the spring of 1832, on May 26th, and appeared at an artists' ball. There he saw Juliette for the first time; but she was so beautiful and so captivating that he was afraid of her, and dared not address her. Five years later he recorded this impression of admiring timidity in the book in which they had agreed to celebrate all their anniversaries, namely the _Voix Intérieures_.[7]