British -- India -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction; Short stories
the squat stone idol daubed with red paint, whose temple was the shade
of the peepul tree. She asked him, “Why women were ever born into the
land?” and besought his help with tears and passionate pleadings. In
vain she cried, “Ram, ram,” and took him offerings of flowers, and
gashed her arm with a sickle, and shed her hot young blood before him.
He maintained his habitual placid pose, his vacant stare, his graven
grin, and gave no sign. No, at the end of six weary moons there was
still no answer to her prayers. Heart-sick, Jasoda now went and gazed
longingly at the river. She stole away to visit it whilst her relations
took their midday rest in the cane-fields. Alas! it was very low, and
fat muggers lay upon its grey mud banks, as lazy as so many logs of
wood, though their evil little eyes were active enough--watching for
floating corpses. No, no; a big rapid torrent in the rains, with a
strong flood, fed by the far-away snows, rushing boldly onward, bearing
great blocks of foam on its brown bosom,--into _that_ she could cast
herself, but not into one of these slow, slimy channels, creeping past
greasy banks, whereon ravenous alligators would battle for her body.
As time advanced, the tyranny of the family became more oppressive,
and Jasoda threw patience to the winds--indeed, it had long been
threadbare. To be sent five or six koss in the burning June sun, to
gratify the momentary whim of Taramonnee, a child, or, rather, imp
of five, was beyond endurance, and represented the proverbial “last
straw.” The domestic martyr being hopeless and desperate, now turned
on her tormentors, as a leopardess at bay. Why should she be as an
ox, a beast of burthen, all her days? She gave shrill invective for
invective, accepted curses and blows with sullen indifference, and
refused to work beyond a certain portion. Yea, they might kill her, if
they so willed; it would be all the better; and she oscillated between
fits of hot passion and moods of cold obstinacy. Her aged grandmother
could not imagine what had happened to the household slave. She was
usually so long-suffering, so easily driven and abused. The hag and
the other women put their heads together and took counsel, whilst the
rebel sat aloof in a dark corner of her hut, like some wild animal in
its den, her fixed dark eyes staring out on the glaring white courtyard
with an expression of intense, hopeless despair. She hated every one.
She felt that she could almost kill them. Truly she had been born in an
evil hour and under an evil star, and she cursed both hour and planet.
There were Junia and Talloo, girls who had played with her: each had
a husband and babies and bangles; yea, and cows of their own. Why was
she beaten and half starved, and treated like a stray pariah dog? She
was handsomer than either. Isa, the son of Ganga, had told her that her
eyes were stars, her teeth as seed pearls, and her lips like the bud
of the pomegranate; yet these fat, ugly women slept at ease on their
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