British -- India -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction; Short stories
But there was no movement; Taramonnee was evidently stunned. Jasoda
stooped and raised her, whilst a terrible fear crept over her. The
child’s head fell back, her hand dropped. Was it possible? Could she
be _dead_? Yes, she was dead, though she had not meant to kill her;
and, since she could not bring her to life, what was she to do? She
gazed with horror at this awful, motionless thing, whose life she
herself had taken, oh, how easily! She could no longer endure those
staring, glazing eyes, she must put them out of her sight. Raising
the limp body with a supreme effort, she carried it in her arms to a
dry well at some distance, and then averting her face, she threw it
down. It struck against the sides, with a dull muffled sound, and fell
to the bottom with a hideous crash that made her shudder. As Jasoda
went slowly homewards, she was conscious that she was now the same as
Moola, the son of Maldhu, who had cut his wife’s throat with a sickle;
or the city girl, who drowned her baby in the tank in the Mango tope.
She cooked the evening meal as usual, and heard Jooplee inquire for
Taramonnee, and send to seek her at a neighbour’s; presently she became
anxious, talked of snakes, hyenas, and devils, and even went herself
to each postern door, and called, “Taramonnee, Taramonnee;” but she
never once thought of inquiring about her from the sullen girl who was
washing the cooking-pots. The old grandmother said soothingly, “Surely
she hath gone with Almonee, who lives across the river.” But this did
not satisfy her anxious parent, and the neighbourhood was summoned, and
a great search made. It was full moon--a splendid harvest moon--and
bright as day. All night long Jasoda lay awake, watching the moonbeams
and listening to the melancholy howl of the jackals, and the heavy thud
of the ripe banka fruit as it fell in the courtyard. Should she run
away or stay? she asked herself. She debated the vital question long,
and finally resolved that she would abide and await her fate! She was
weary of life. Why prolong it? The river was low; best perish by the
rope, and thus end all. At least she would have rest and peace, and
perhaps a new and better life in another world.
At daybreak, the body of Taramonnee was brought in and laid before her
mother, who tore her hair in a frenzy, and beat her head against the
wall. The hakim was summoned, and solemnly declared that the child had
not met her death by accident. No; behold, there was the blow on her
temple; of a surety, she had been murdered,--and by whom? Jooplee read
the answer in Jasoda’s eyes.
“Yes, I struck her,” admitted the girl boldly. “She came to me by the
cane-field, and pinched me sorely when I was asleep. I am _glad_ she is
dead.”
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