"Blood for blood!" responded Paul, hotly. "No, not unless I killed him;
then I might."
Eve rose.
Paul got up. "Oh, are you going?" But she did not hear him; she had gone
to her lodge. He sat down again. She did not reappear that night.
The next morning she went off for a solitary walk. By chance her steps
took the direction of a small promontory that jutted sharply into the
lake, its perpendicular face rising to a height of forty feet from the
deep water below; she had been here several times before, and knew the
place well; it was about a mile from the camp. As she sat there, Paul's
figure appeared through the trees. He came straight to her. "I have been
looking for you, I tried to find you last night." He paused a moment.
"Eve, don't you see what I've come for? Right in the midst of all this
grief and trouble I've found out something. It's just this, Eve: I love
you."
She tried to rise, but he put his hand on her shoulder to keep her where
she was. "Oh, but I do, you needn't doubt it," he went on, with an
amused smile--amused at himself; "in some way or other the thing has
come about, I may say, in spite of me. I never thought it would. But
here 'tis--with a vengeance! I think of you constantly, I can't help
thinking of you; I recognize, at last, that the thing is unchangeable,
that it's for life; have you I must." The words were despotic, but the
tone was entreating; and the eyes, looking down upon her, were
caressing--imploring. "Yes, I'm as helpless as any one," Paul went on,
smiling as he said it; "I can't sleep, even. Come, take me; I'm not such
a bad fellow, after all--I really think I'm not. And as regards my
feeling for you, you need not be troubled; it's strong enough!"
She quailed under his ardor.
"I haven't spoken before because there has been so much to do," Paul
continued; "there has been Cicely, and then I've been harassed about
business; I've been in a box, and trying to get out. Besides, I wasn't
perfectly sure that my time had come." He laughed. "I'm sure now." He
took her in his arms. "Don't let us make any delays, Eve; we're not so
young, either of us. Not that you need be afraid that you're to be the
less happy on that account; I'll see to that!"
She broke from him.
But again he came to her, he took her hands, and, kneeling, laid his
forehead upon them. "I will be as humble as you like; only--be good to
me. I long for it, I must have it."
A sob rose in her throat. He sprang up. "Don't do that! Why, I want to
make you absolutely happy, if I can. We shall have troubles enough, and
perhaps we shall have sorrows, but at least we shall be together; you
must never leave me, and I will do all I can to be less rough. But on
your side there's one thing, Eve: you _must_ love me." These last words
were murmured in her ear.
She drew herself away from him. The expression of her face was almost
like death.
"You look as though you were afraid of me! I thought you loved me, Eve?"
"I do."
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