"Pretend you are a man, then, long enough to say 'yes' without any more
circumlocution. We will be married at Port aux Pins. Then we can take
care of Cicely together."
"I shall never marry."
"Yes, you will."
"I do not wish to leave Cicely."
"She wouldn't care about that. She isn't even fond of you."
"Oh, what shall I say to you?" cried Eve, her hands dropping by her
sides. "Listen: it will be absolutely impossible for you to change my
determination. But I am so horribly unhappy that I do believe I cannot
stand anything more--any more contests with you. Leave me to myself; say
nothing to me. But don't drive me away; at least let me stay near you."
"In my arms, Eve."
"Let me stay near you; see you; hear you talk; but that is all."
"And how long do you suppose that could last? It's a regular woman's
idea: nonsense."
"Paul, be merciful!"
"Merciful? Oh, yes!" He took her again in his arms.
"I swear to you that I cannot marry you," she said, trembling as his
cheek touched hers. "Since I've known you I haven't wanted to die, I've
wanted to live--live a long life. But now I _do_ want to die; there is a
barrier between us, I cannot lift it."
He released her. "There could be but one.--I believe that you are
truthful; is the barrier another man?"
Another man? She hesitated a moment. "Yes."
He looked at her. "I don't believe you! You are lying for some purpose
of your own. See here, Eve, I don't want to be played with in this way;
you love me, and I worship you; by this time next week you are to be my
wife."
"I must go away from you, then? You won't help me? Where can I go!" She
left him; she walked slowly towards the lake, her head bowed.
He followed her. He had paid no attention to what she was saying;
"feminine complications"--this was all he thought. He was very masterful
with women.
As he came up she turned her head and looked at him. And, by a sort of
inspiration, he divined that the look was a farewell. He caught her, and
none too soon, for, as he touched her, he felt the impulse, the first
forward movement of the spring which would have taken her over the edge,
down to the deep water below.
Carrying her in his arms, close against his breast, he hastened away
from the edge; he went inland for a long distance. Then he stopped,
releasing her. He was extremely pale.
"I believe you now," he said. "All shall be as you like--just as you
like; I will do anything you wish me to do." He seemed to be still
afraid, he watched her anxiously.
She came and put her hands on his shoulders; she lifted her head and
kissed his cheek. It was like the kiss one gives in the chamber of
death.
He did not move, he was holding himself in strict control. But he felt
the misery of her greeting so acutely that moisture rose in his eyes.
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