“It was my intention to have adopted the child as my own when I
returned,” interrupts Madame Montford, still clinging to that
flattering hope in which the criminal sees a chance of escape.
“And I,” resumes the woman, “left the husband who neglected me, and who
treated me cruelly, and gave myself,—perhaps I was to blame for it,—up
to one who befriended me. He was the only one who seemed to care for
me, or to have any sympathy for me. But he, like myself, was poor; and,
being compelled to flee from our home, and to live in obscurity, where
my husband could not find me out, the child was an incumbrance I had no
means of supporting. I parted with her-yes, yes, I parted with her to
Mother Bridges, who kept a stand at a corner in West street—”
“And then what became of her?” again interposes Madame Montford. The
woman assumes a sullenness, and it is some time before she can be got
to proceed.
“My conscience rebuked me,” she resumes, as if indifferent about
answering the question, “for I loved the child as my own; and the
friend I lived with, and who followed the sea, printed on its right arm
two hearts and a broken anchor, which remain there now. My husband died
of the cholera, and the friend I had taken to, and who treated me
kindly, also died, and I soon found myself an abandoned woman, an
outcast-yes, ruined forever, and in the streets, leading a life that my
own feelings revolted at, but from which starvation only seemed the
alternative. My conscience rebuked me again and again, and something—I
cannot tell what it was—impelled me with an irresistible force to watch
over the fortunes of the child I knew must come to the same degraded
life necessity-perhaps it was my own false step-had forced upon me. I
watched her a child running neglected about the streets, then I saw her
sold to Hag Zogbaum, who lived in Pell street; I never lost sight of
her-no, I never lost sight of her, but fear of criminating myself kept
me from making myself known to her. When I had got old in vice, and
years had gone past, and she was on the first step to the vice she had
been educated to, we shared the same roof. Then she was known as Anna
Bonard—”
“Anna Bonard!” exclaims Madame Montford. “Then truly it is she who now
lives in Charleston! There is no longer a doubt. I may seek and claim
her, and return her to at least a life of comfort.”
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