“If you like,” Davison went on, “you may transfer yourself to this
house and remain here, doing what work on the ranch you please. Some
of the cowboys have been dismissed, and others will be soon. But for
this fact that you are my son I should forbid you to come upon the
place. There is going to be a change in the business, too; your votes
at Denver helped to make that necessary, and perhaps in that change
you may find work more congenial to you than ranch work. Think it
over. I want to do what is right by you. I will see that you have
employment if you want it, and in my will I shall see that you are not
wholly unprovided for. That is all.”
He arose, and Justin stood up in flushed confusion, having said not a
word either in justification of himself or his mother. He had no words
now, as he passed from the room and from the house, though if he could
have voiced anything it would have been the disappointment that
murmured in his heart.
With the memory of that interview oppressing him, Justin questioned
whether he had not after all been stubborn, pig-headed, and cruel. He
reflected that perhaps he had been, even though he had sought to do
only that which was right. His mother, he had been told, possessed an
“uncomfortable conscience,” and he did not doubt he had one himself.
It could not be wrong to do right, of course, but at times it seemed
very inexpedient. Should a man bend himself to expediency? If he had
done so, his father would have received him doubtless with warm words,
instead of that biting chill which frosted the very glance of the
sunshine.
Standing in the yard oppressed and tortured by doubt, Justin saw Lucy
Davison coming toward him from the direction of the little grove. The
cottonwoods were still bare, but that she had visited them seemed a
good omen, and he moved toward her.
Her brown eyes smiled as they met his. She was temptingly beautiful; a
mature woman now, with the beauty of a fragrant flower. Her clear
complexion had not changed since her girlhood, and the tint which
emotion gave to her cheeks was as the soft blush of the ripening
peach. She was more beautiful than when a girl; all the angularities
of girlhood were gone; and when from his greater height Justin looked
down on her rounded throat and swelling bosom, and caught that kindly
light in her eyes, he forgot the chill of the room from which he had
come and the cold calm of his father’s speech.
“I am afraid you are a bad, bad boy,” she said, with a touch of
sympathy, as she put her hand on his arm, “but I hope Uncle Philip
hasn’t been saying terrible things to you. You have been to see him, I
know?”
“Yes, I have been to see him, and the interview wasn’t wholly
pleasant. Perhaps I have been the bad boy you suggest, and he may be
justified; I’m sure I don’t know. All I know is I tried to do what was
right, and appear to have made a mix of it.”
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