“You have thought many foolish things, which you had no right to
think, just like other people. Shall we ride along? There is a good
path leading by those bushes.”
“Yes, the trail past the Black Cañon.”
The fence hedging the mesa from the valley had been lately removed. He
turned his horse toward the path, and they rode along together. At
first he did not speak, but listened to her, with a glance at her now
and then as she sat, firmly erect and beautiful, on that handsome bay.
Her gray veil fluttered above her face. It was an attractive face,
even a beautiful one, after all the years, and the strain and turmoil
of them. There were a few fine hair-like wrinkles about the dark eyes,
but she knew how to conceal them. The rouge which Lemuel Fogg had
noticed in Denver was absent, or, having been deftly applied, was
unnoticed by Clayton. Her blue close-fitting riding habit, with a dash
of bright color at the throat, became her and heightened her charm.
And it was her beauty, unchanged, it seemed to him, which Clayton
devoured when he glanced at her; it was her beauty which had won his
boyish heart, and it had not lost its power.
“Good God, Sibyl, if you could only have been true to me!” he
exclaimed again.
She showed no irritation.
“You have thought many things that weren’t true; for you were never
willing to believe anything but the worst. This is a lovely country
here, isn’t it? And that cañon; it’s a horrid-looking hole, but
fascinating.”
“As fascinating as sin, or a beautiful woman.”
She laughed lightly.
“You always had a way of saying startling things. If you had set your
mind to it you might have been a great and successful flatterer.”
“I might have been many things, if other things had been different.”
“I suppose that is true of all of us. The trouble is that there seems
to be no forgiveness for mistakes.”
“What do you mean by that?”
Her dark eyes looked into his. As they were withdrawn they took in
every detail of his face and figure.
“I really didn’t know you were so good looking, Curtis! You’re really
stunning on a horse, in that dark suit and those tan riding boots. I
think you must have prospered down here?”
“I have lived.”
“What I meant was that you never have been able to forgive any of my
mistakes.”
“Your sins, you mean.”
“Believing evil of me, you say sins. But I have been lied about,
Curtis, cruelly lied about; I’m not perfect, any more than you are,
but I’m not as bad as you think. You said a while ago, in one of your
dramatic ways, that if I could only have been true to you, and we
could have lived happily together! If I went wrong once, is that any
reason why I couldn’t be true to you now?”
His hand shook on the rein.
“I don’t believe you could be true to any man or any thing.”
“Now is that quite fair?”
“Perhaps it is not quite fair, but you know I have had good cause for
saying it.”
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