“Judge me by the present, not by the past. Do as you would be done by.
That’s been one of the tenets of your creed, I believe.”
“Judge you by the present?”
“Yes; give me a chance to show that I can be true to you.”
“You mean live with me again as my wife?”
“Why not?”
Again her dark eyes were scanning his face and figure. Plimpton was
gone, Ben Davison was dead, and the years were passing. Even Mary had
deserted her. She had no money, and soon might not have even so much
as a shelter to which she could turn. Mary’s desertion and loss of
faith in her had been the heaviest blow of all. It uprooted violently
a genuine affection.
Sibyl Dudley, in spite of a brave outward show, was beginning to feel
the terrifying loneliness of isolation; the protection of even that
broken arm of Curtis Clayton, which she had scorned in other days,
would be a comfort now. She knew that he had never ceased to love her,
and she might win and hold him again. That would at least forefend the
terrors of poverty and loneliness which threatened her in the shadows
of the gathering years.
Clayton did not reply to her question instantly. He looked off into
space with dark eyes that were troubled. Sibyl, glancing at him, saw
the stiff left arm swinging heavily, and thought of the flower in that
cañon long ago and of the foolish girl who stood on the cañon wall and
called to her devoted lover to get it for her. Afterward, that foolish
girl had trampled in the dust even the beautiful flower of his perfect
love. It began to seem that she would live to regret it, if she were
not regretting it already. The mills of the gods are still turned by
the river of Time, and they still grind exceeding fine.
“If I could but trust you!” he said, after a while, with a sigh.
They went on, past the granite wall of the cañon, and out upon the
high mesa beyond. Behind them lay Paradise Valley, smiling in the
sunshine of the warm afternoon. Before them was a dust of moving
cattle. Harkness, having received his instructions from Justin, was
bunching the mesa herd, with the assistance of cowboys, preparatory to
cutting out the cattle that had been sold and driving them to the
station for shipment.
“If I could but trust you!” Clayton repeated, when she made further
protest. “Perfect love casteth out fear, but I haven’t that perfect
love any longer.”
He turned on her an anguished face.
“Yet, even while I say that, I know that I have never stopped loving
you a single minute in all these years. Such love should have had a
better reward.”
“I was foolish, Curtis. And I have paid for my foolishness.”
The dark eyes turned to his were half veiled by the dark lashes, in
the old fascinating way. Cleopatra must have looked thus upon Antony.
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