K.'s lamp still burned overhead, but his restless tramping about had
ceased. He must be reading--he read a great deal. She really ought to go
to bed. A neighborhood cat came stealthily across the Street, and stared
up at the little balcony with green-glowing eyes.
“Come on, Bill Taft,” she said. “Reginald is gone, so you are welcome.
Come on.”
Joe Drummond, passing the house for the fourth time that evening, heard
her voice, and hesitated uncertainly on the pavement.
“That you, Sid?” he called softly.
“Joe! Come in.”
“It's late; I'd better get home.”
The misery in his voice hurt her.
“I'll not keep you long. I want to talk to you.”
He came slowly toward her.
“Well?” he said hoarsely.
“You're not very kind to me, Joe.”
“My God!” said poor Joe. “Kind to you! Isn't the kindest thing I can do
to keep out of your way?”
“Not if you are hating me all the time.”
“I don't hate you.”
“Then why haven't you been to see me? If I have done anything--” Her
voice was a-tingle with virtue and outraged friendship.
“You haven't done anything but--show me where I get off.”
He sat down on the edge of the balcony and stared out blankly.
“If that's the way you feel about it--”
“I'm not blaming you. I was a fool to think you'd ever care about me. I
don't know that I feel so bad--about the thing. I've been around seeing
some other girls, and I notice they're glad to see me, and treat me
right, too.” There was boyish bravado in his voice. “But what makes me
sick is to have everyone saying you've jilted me.”
“Good gracious! Why, Joe, I never promised.”
“Well, we look at it in different ways; that's all. I took it for a
promise.”
Then suddenly all his carefully conserved indifference fled. He bent
forward quickly and, catching her hand, held it against his lips.
“I'm crazy about you, Sidney. That's the truth. I wish I could die!”
The cat, finding no active antagonism, sprang up on the balcony and
rubbed against the boy's quivering shoulders; a breath of air stroked
the morning-glory vine like the touch of a friendly hand. Sidney,
facing for the first time the enigma of love and despair sat, rather
frightened, in her chair.
“You don't mean that!”
“I mean it, all right. If it wasn't for the folks, I'd jump in the
river. I lied when I said I'd been to see other girls. What do I want
with other girls? I want you!”
“I'm not worth all that.”
“No girl's worth what I've been going through,” he retorted bitterly.
“But that doesn't help any. I don't eat; I don't sleep--I'm afraid
sometimes of the way I feel. When I saw you at the White Springs with
that roomer chap--”
“Ah! You were there!”
“If I'd had a gun I'd have killed him. I thought--” So far, out of sheer
pity, she had left her hand in his. Now she drew it away.
“This is wild, silly talk. You'll be sorry to-morrow.”
“It's the truth,” doggedly.
But he made a clutch at his self-respect. He was acting like a crazy
boy, and he was a man, all of twenty-two!
“When are you going to the hospital?”
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