“And now,” he said cheerfully, “what about yourself? You've lost a lot of illusions, of course, but perhaps you've gained ideals. That's a step.” “Life,” observed Sidney, with the wisdom of two weeks out in the world, “life is a terrible thing, K. We think we've got it, and--it's got us.” “Undoubtedly.” “When I think of how simple I used to think it all was! One grew up and got married, and--and perhaps had children. And when one got very old, one died. Lately, I've been seeing that life really consists of exceptions--children who don't grow up, and grown-ups who die before they are old. And”--this took an effort, but she looked at him squarely--“and people who have children, but are not married. It all rather hurts.” “All knowledge that is worth while hurts in the getting.” Sidney got up and wandered around the room, touching its little familiar objects with tender hands. K. watched her. There was this curious element in his love for her, that when he was with her it took on the guise of friendship and deceived even himself. It was only in the lonely hours that it took on truth, became a hopeless yearning for the touch of her hand or a glance from her clear eyes. Sidney, having picked up the minister's picture, replaced it absently, so that Eve stood revealed in all her pre-apple innocence. “There is something else,” she said absently. “I cannot talk it over with mother. There is a girl in the ward--” “A patient?” “Yes. She is quite pretty. She has had typhoid, but she is a little better. She's--not a good person.” “I see.” “At first I couldn't bear to go near her. I shivered when I had to straighten her bed. I--I'm being very frank, but I've got to talk this out with someone. I worried a lot about it, because, although at first I hated her, now I don't. I rather like her.” She looked at K. defiantly, but there was no disapproval in his eyes. “Yes.” “Well, this is the question. She's getting better. She'll be able to go out soon. Don't you think something ought to be done to keep her from--going back?” There was a shadow in K.'s eyes now. She was so young to face all this; and yet, since face it she must, how much better to have her do it squarely. “Does she want to change her mode of life?” “I don't know, of course. There are some things one doesn't discuss. She cares a great deal for some man. The other day I propped her up in bed and gave her a newspaper, and after a while I found the paper on the floor, and she was crying. The other patients avoid her, and it was some time before I noticed it. The next day she told me that the man was going to marry some one else. 'He wouldn't marry me, of course,' she said; 'but he might have told me.'” Le Moyne did his best, that afternoon in the little parlor, to provide Sidney with a philosophy to carry her through her training. He told her that certain responsibilities were hers, but that she could not reform the world. Broad charity, tenderness, and healing were her province.