Kanamori's life-story : $b Told by himself; how the Higher Criticism wrecked a Japanese Christian—and how he came backKanamori, Paul M.
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Kanamori's life-story : $b Told by himself; how the Higher Criticism wrecked a Japanese Christian—and how he came back
Kanamori, Paul M.
Kanamori, Paul M., 1857-1945
On another occasion I was brought back to my old religious
consciousness thus: Just before my wife died she was talking with me,
with a smile on her face. She was weak in body, and had lain in bed
for many weeks; but she was perfectly sound in her mind. I found no
sign of mental weakness to the very moment of her death. Then suddenly
a spasm caught her, as the physician told me afterward, and in a few
minutes she was gone. Only a moment ago there she was, and now she is
not. Where is she? What has become of her? Her body lies here just as
before, a little cold, perhaps, but where is that personality which
shone so brightly through those eyes which are now shut? Has she
vanished? Has she been destroyed? Is she annihilated? Impossible to
think such a thing at such a time. Do you think I could help following
her into that world yonder whither she went so suddenly? Yes, I did
follow her. I was, as it were, peeping through the portal of death into
that eternal world where she had just been translated. There and then I
came face to face with the eternal reality of death.
When you face death, either in yourself or in your friend, you face
eternity. When you face eternity, all things which are not eternal,
which belong to this world alone, temporary things, such as wealth and
possessions, houses and clothing, and all other earthly valuables,
which have absorbed your attention while you were healthy and strong,
now sink into insignificance before the brightness of the eternal
realities. What use is there of wealth and possessions to a dying man?
He came naked into this world, and now he must go out of it naked
again. What comfort can gold and diamonds give to the dying girl? Can
the possession of pretty dresses and costly jewels make happy the heart
of a dying girl? When a man comes to the last moment of his earthly
journey, the sense of the nearness of eternity will overshadow all
things earthly and temporal.
When I faced eternity in the death of my dear one, that solemn and
awe-inspiring consciousness of the eternal destiny of man which lay so
long dormant in my heart now came back to me with overwhelming force
and vividness. Then all the clouds of doubt and unbelief raised by my
too much speculative thinking, and all the mists and fogs caused by
worldly ambition and earthly enjoyment just vanished away, and I was
lifted up into the third heaven.
Death is a sad thing. Especially is the death of our dearest one the
saddest experience of our life. But when you look at it in the light
of heaven, the death of a dear friend is the most precious gift God
can ever give in this world. I confess I was revived by the death of
my wife. Certainly it can be said that she died in order to rouse me
from the slumber of a backsliding and prodigal life. Oh, the wonderful
method of God’s dealing, always surpassing our human understanding!
Always and everywhere, the good suffer for the bad, the righteous for
the unrighteous, and saints for sinners.
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