"Hear me, Colonel. I can easily comprehend your feelings, though I
am a plebeian; but I tell you there is another side of the picture.
At present you are in perfect sympathy with your cousin, and the
electricity of mutual obligation and kindness runs freely back and
forward between you; but when you have been for six months her inmate,
feeling yourself dependent on her bounty for the bread you eat; when a
wish for variety may tempt her to covet the rooms you occupy for some
more amusing guest, less weighed down by care; and when the freshness
and excitement of a generous act, shall have ceased to interest; a
thousand mortifying slights, a thousand unimportant trifles, will make
your life wretched, and wear away the links that now seem to bind you
so close together."
"Oh, no, no, Georgy could never act unkindly," cried Kate.
"My dear young lady," resumed Winter, "there are few in this curious
world of ours that cannot, once or twice in their lives, do a kind and
a generous action; but there is not one in a thousand, or a hundred
thousand, that can act with uniform kindness, courtesy and justice to
a dependent, a creature in their power--power! it is the forcing house
of evil! The woman who could quarrel with you because you would not
be happy her way, is not one of these exceptions; she would wound you
one day, and beg your forgiveness, in abject terms, the next; and you,
doubly sensitive from feeling the impossibility of freedom, would live
in a state of slavery! Pah! never shut yourselves out from the chance
of earning independence here, for such a prospect, however _riant_,
the aspect at present."
"Ha!" said Colonel Vernon, walking up and down. "There is a great deal
of truth in what you say, but Lady Desmond is a woman of warm and
generous feeling, and Kate, at least, would be safe with her, so--"
"You know, grandpapa, I will never leave you--it is useless and cruel
to talk about it!"
"It is both, my dear Colonel," urged Winter, "Kate would be wretched
without you; nor do I think this a fitting time for you to separate;
and, be warned by me, live on a crust and cold water, if you can earn
no more, rather than doom yourselves to a life of dependence."
"Dear Mr. Winter, you are right," said Kate, earnestly, "my own
grandpapa, let us make up our minds, to bear all hardships, provided
we are together. If I must teach, do not make my path more difficult
by taking it so much to heart. We have long lived independent of any
pleasures but those of our home; these we can still have; the worst
pang will be to bid this kind friend farewell; but he will come and see
us sometimes. And after all we may win the lawsuit and enjoy our little
fortune doubly. I will write to dear Georgy, and affectionately decline
her kind offer; and then let us set to work at once about what must be
done--shall we, dearest and best?" kissing his hand.
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